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LTD'07, my first youth camp.
impactful, powerful, life-transforming.
bro dave cutar, bro john wolfram.. your messages were spot on.
especially the 1st night, 2nd day morning, last night. it was.. wow.
truly, i've never felt this convicted.
i've never been pulled into His presence, never been embraced by the Holy Spirit, this strongly before.
've not heard of any sign of my calling till this camp.
when melissa and bro dave prophesied unto me. i think it was bro dave, no? (:
i won't forget the way we worshipped, the songs of praise, the clappings of approval, the AMENs, the hot tears, the victorious shouts, the fists in the air, the bowed heads, the knees on the ground, and so on.
..amazing. and this will not just be a one-day affair.
i'm going to make it last forever.
Lord, i want my flame to burn on, my zeal to last, enthusiasm, desire to know, listen and feel more of you.. to not fade away.
i know.. at the end of the day, my efforts will pay off.
the journey's real tough.. but You are worth it.
everything is just jumbled up and random now, i dont know.
but i'm still in amazement at the greatness of God.
our awesome God (:
Father, Saviour, Healer, Provider. and so much more, You are to me.
as a living sacrifice unto You, Lord God. i want to be pleasing in Your eye.
that promise i made, with the help of wenqi's prayers, on the 2nd day's morning service.
..remind me always. so i will never turn away from You at any point of my life.
even if the road is marked with suffering, or whether the joy of the Lord is abundant.
either way i will worship You. either way i'l continue to praise You.
Lord God shine through me, for i want to be a reflector of Your light.
work through me, and that the world may know that it is Your works and not mine.
so that the world knows of your grace, mercy, power, miracles and wonders.
because You deserve all the glory. all of it, Lord..
i'm not perfect. i'm nowhere near pleasing to you..
but Lord, never give up on me please.
stay by me, speak to me, touch my heart please.
Holy Spirit, teach me of the importance of my spiritual heritage.
this that i will never sell out.
i'l stand my ground and walk by faith. because You'r on my side.
and so no one, no devil, will be against me if You'r there.
because You are the Lord God Almighty.
this is something huge.
and it may seem impossible right now.. all these i'm claiming.
but Lord, i really want it to happen.
i want to live the difference for You.
so help me Lord, guide me and teach me.
soften my heart so You can mould me into a somebody that you can use.
it's not about who i am, but about who You are.
Lord, bless the ROCK. to make the difference (:
thank God for the organizing comm and bro wai and our muscle men and helpers for making this LTD'07 happen! :D :D
thank God for the 5 water baptisms and 3 people filled with the Holy Ghost!
thank you all those who've helped me in a way or another.. be it prayers, words of encouragement, laughter, whatever^^
thank you kheng my angel and shiyuan my mortal!
thank you birkencrocs, LOL.
thank you li, chibi, en, bev, ting for being wonderful <33
I LOVE!
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