woohoo PE!
oei 2.4 was supposedly weds and tday last min throw us a test luh /:
but i chionged anyway.

first four rounds fought against THE STRONG STRONG WIND alright!
siao ): tough.
but aha! presence of people i know who-were-not-doing-pe gave me motivation to get out of their sight and get to the silly line (:
what a motivation.

stayed back for heats today.
enthu sammo weewee!
and woohoo, all did welllllll.
aah, as expected (:

like the wind, oaky!

don't worry willyfreddie.
i'l support you next time and THEN you'l get in that finals to give me a gold! -wiggles eyebrows.


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en; what. what father. NO FATHER! dont need father =P oei don't kid me please. (what a pun!) s: i dont REALLY need anymore children uhhh! QUITE TIRING Y'KNOW. -LAUGHS. you siao ((:

chibi; OH COME ON. harmony in family, chibi! (x too bad mommy is hardworking LAH.

so, happy birthday LAIXUN (:

thank you CALYPSO (oh, y'know who 'm addressing.), for the cake!
and LIONEL, for your zooo ((:
you guys are lovely.


it was after 7 damned minutes did i realise.

..Daddy, how.

"stop saying the sky's falling"
chibi and gracie, helped me open my eyes to realise that Daddy's still there,
holding it all up (:


Held- Natalie Grant

Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.

Who told us we'd be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We're asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It's unfair.

Chorus:
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it, let the hatred numb our sorrow.
The wise hand opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.

Bridge:
If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?

i feel extremely loved, ((:

day started great cause of my babygirl shirry!
woah carnations for mommy huh (((:
wooo! and dingjie, i know you'r there HAHA!

haa i think 'm easily won over by flowers! :x eeep.
white-cell+brendon+weida, gracie and cedarians, inez, brotherr, shirry, superichard :D

met SHHH aft sch tdaaay!
we hw-ed, homygosh o:
but quite fruitful, heh!
met limwoan tooooo (:

thankyou inez for the day today.
it was a simple outing with you.
we didn't go towning or bugising or airporting or wdv,
but anywhere, i can still feel the joy you bring to me (: (:
i love!<33

and adding on from yesterday's,

thankyou;
-family for the dinner, cake and wonderful gifts! (: i love you.
-bro timothy for joining us for cake! :D
-shirry for your exquisitely homemade gifts, yeaaay!
-stephhie for card (((: i love the picture!
-2nd O CALYPSO OGLS+AO+O, the intended surprise! and the lovely poster-card-thing! HAHA^^ love!
-SMALL bro zhixian, for the beautiful gift (:
-inezlau, for the super cute bouquet, and meaningful presents ((: ooh and pouch! love the card. i'l hang it somewhere where i can stare at allll day!
-superichard, for the very very unique gifts :D
-hakim, i'l use your gift!^^
-to all who remembered, whether you wished me or not! ((: y'all made my day!


i was pleasantly surprised (: again.
really, to all who'v wished me, hugged me, jumped at me, HAHA thank you!
the reasons of my smiles todaaay^^

bro tim teased me!
TANWENQI, BRENDON, ALLLL OF YOU! those who instigated it!
AIYO s:
..i dont know what to say. BUT OH, YOU KNOW! -grumbles (:

i think this year, was quite woahaha.
received all my necessities, thats why so WOAHAHA :P
almost! ohh i need my shoes.
chibi chibi bring me to queenstown, SOON! (x

and welllll. like chibi and mommy and superichard kept assuring,
it had been sweet this year. -grins.
thanks guys, :DD

oho so many smileys here!

aah one more thing.. i love my God,
and He has healed me.
not completely, but the full recovery is soooon!
'm so much better now ^^

..i REALLY love my flowers <3!


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oeoe; HEYY! hmmm, next thurs?? (: maybe only! if not, saturday morning?
jiayi; hey love! (: thank you, i'l keep smiling ((:
ennie; HEY! what funny. laugh at ME only /: /: horrible la you!! ^^ but thankyou anyway HAHA.
ahpa; yes 'm almost well alrd ahpaaaa! ^^ thanks! 'm SEVENTEEN woohoo!
superichard; thank you :D :D
Name; thank you! and you are..?
enthurep; THANKYOU! and you'r the FIRST! in my tagboard :P and may God bless you tooo!

Jesus is alive!

HALLELUJAH
Jesus is alive
Death has lost its victory
And the grave has been denied
Jesus lives forever
He's alive! He's alive!

He's the Alpha and Omega
The First and Last is He
The curse of sin is broken
And we have perfect liberty
The Lamb of God has risen
He's alive! He's alive!

Jesus is alive!
-

i saw my tagboard and msges and i felt extremely sugar&spice&every thing nice! (mmy-influence)
how sweet's Jesus and my friends are to me, really (:

i dont know, but i wna say,

i love you mama.

i miss you lala, oe, zanne, pretty, and stephhie.

mommy and chibi always make my day (:

and shirry, thanks for accompanying me to mj!
'm sorry i had to go off w/o you.. but hey, i think we've had nice fun cheering! :DD
more matches w me??

weewee and sammo, take care please!
kick more balls yeah :P

i wouldn't survive the week (and weeks to come) without Daddy's help.
and my sisters, you know who you are :D
and above mentioned, and people like enthu jiayi joel bernice etc <3!

just, happy (:
-

Through It All

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness

And I look to You
And I wait on You

I'll sing to You Lord
A hymn of Love
For Your faithfulness to me
I'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all

Everlasting Father, I love You
Ever living Savior, I love You

Hallelujah
-

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bryan; lots of running for weds (: if not its usually drills. but its fun in a way! HAHA.

chibi; you are a super sweet and red apple then.

MOMMY; mmy shld be bursting cause you'r too puny to contain my love :D huge, my foot!!

clauds; HEY DARLING!^^ awww, -TIGHT HUG! love you too (:

zanne; did you forget the kiss on the nose? (: (: you'r the only who got it. <3

ahpa; there you go ahpa! HAHA cause i was busy resting, i didn't update you seee :P hiak.

the SHHH daaay!(:
cum class-lunch or JOYCE-day!!

OHOH, JOYCE CAME TO PICK ME UP ON THURSDAAAY! ^^ hee.
and gave me a very special thing that i hang on my wallet :D :D
so now i carry you around all day, joyce! hah!

waited for SHHH at pp and we rambled about random things, happy or sad.
mm how long have we not gone out! tsk.

ho anyway, met mrs val ong at mrt station (: and talked.
fwoah I MISS HER. and handbelllll (:
syf's the 23rd. 'm gg back to cheer you guys on next thurs!
tho i can't make it on the monday itself.. hmm well. i sent an envelope w my greetings, heh!
love, lah ((:

then SHHH finally arrived and we headed for chicken rice plus bubble tea lunch!
yumyum. eh i love bubbletea :D esp the wenqi-house-one.
talked about school. we've got cedar pl and sr. HA.
and alot of things' been happening /: sheesh, them poor busy things.

joyce darling you better rest up and dont procrastinate your studying uhh! -hug

and SHHH.. like i said (again), well. even if these things happened and your year seem to be screwed, much less your last year.. but still. enjoy it the best you can (: after all, all your seniors told you so. HAHA. perserverence, GO BABE!

so then joyce had to go home, ):
and i brought SHHH home (:

ha she's a super efficient product that everyone should eye at.
wahlao, damn good studying partner pleaaase?
she ignored my fidgeting, barely replied me most of the time, and basically shut me up when i needed to study :x
everyone should purchase a SHHH, it helps (: (:

i adore time spent w you guys,
I LOVE JOYCE LEE I LOVE INEZ LAU <3 <3!!
hmm, i feel old. but what the heck, i still love my thursdays :DD

on monday, kor sent me a reminder:
"But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint."

and wednesday today, my sister and ochibi sent me this to remember:
""come unto Me, all ye who are weary, and I shall give ye rest.""

i was in awe when i realised the similarities of their words! (: (:
in awe of You..

these verses, i believe it applies to all of us now..
to mommy, unsound, lala zanne joey etc.. my dear cedarian friends.
the j2s we know, the sec4s and sec5s we know.
my brethen, definitely.
our families.. and dadada.

gracie, cheryl, wenqi, lily, ting, bryan etc..
dearest TJ saints, you all have done nothing but impact my life so strongly (:
these constant msges, calls of concern and prayers and biblical references, they remind me,
of Your amazing grace.

leslie, he reminded me how my time should be managed well..
so i'd remember to give my time for You too, Daddy.

zhixian, him and his many reminders of Your love for me..
and how You'd never, ever forsake me..

en, inez, boon, joyce, brendon, hsuan, stephhie.. sheesh, all of you, oh you know who you are!
we share our joy in having You, as our Father in heaven.

i thank You God, for these brothers and sisters who are always there to remind me of Your love, Your grace and mercy, when sometimes i myself cannot remember.
they are like post-its! :D

and for our strength comes from You Lord, we shall then not be tired throughout our days ,we shall not be weary along this walk, this journey that is to be tougher in days to come..
because You are Lord, our God.

jiayi's words ring, "don't lose the faith."
and i won't, because You are that worth it.

so i'd urge my brethen to go that way too..
to not lose that faith.
to not forget that He is Lord our God, our Shepherd, our Provider.
to not forget that we are here for a good reason, and to Him we shall fufill these purposes in life.
to not easily be swayed but instead retrieve strength from Him, and despite the situations we are in, continue to praise Him..  for He is our Father who loves us abundantly, and He does things for justifiable reasons! to train us, to teach us, and to show us the Light.
to not fear, for He is Mighty Conqueror, and so at the end of the day.. all victory goes to Him!

i just wna say, Daddy..
'm grateful.
so thank You, i love You (:

<3

'm sorry world, that my previous entry was stained pink cause of boon sp and gracie! :P
and prolly, for entries ahead. :X

aah, time w my sisters!! ^^ lovely.
bevv weeling evan and omega came tday!!
and again, ilu chibi(:
but oh i miss mommy and SHHH. ):

bs tday was nicenice. i was sleepy halfway i-dont-know-why, so 'm sorry joen and sister carol!! ><
but it was wonderful, 'm lookg forward to my last :D :D!
and then there was 'studyg' w en and chibi! 

y'know, DCD ROCKED. so i wna wna wna go youth camp.
so wonderful parents, catch the hint please (:

the simplest joy came first from You, Daddy <3


Jesus is alive

Hallelujah
Jesus is alive
Death has lost its victory
And the grave has been denied
Jesus lives forever
He's alive! He's alive!

He,s the Alpha and Omega
The first and last is he
The curse of sin is broken
And we have perfect liberty
The lamb of God has risen
He's alive, He's alive!

Jesus is alive!


thank you, Jesus, for laying down Your life for us..
i love you.