QIAN YI MADE ME VERY VERY VERY HAPPY! ((x
ay hey ho! (:

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chinese Os were utter shit, so if i do get my A1..
it'l really really be by God's grace lor! =P
what a miracle to happen! HEH.

lala ate my left shoulder today ):

chem loves 4n so tmr show the love.

oh yes bio will be GREAT (:
i like bio!
I LOVE BIO. please love me back too //x
i <3 bio rep too ((;

so 'l lit. it'l be good, i say! ha.
SO THERE, KRISHNA!
i love unseen! ^^

just like uruha's lips,
zanne's four teeth attracted me.
alot!

my days are happy with You, Daddy (:
know that?



Unforgetful You

I want to know why
I want to know why...

I never minded calling You a King
If that meant that I could count on You
To give me everything
I never thought to ask You
I always thought You knew
It was never my intention to question You

You never minded calling me a child
Well, I guess that's how I acted all the while
But You live through every tantrum, You see through every lie
Though they seem to be more common
I just wanted You to know why oh why

Unforgetful You, unforgetful
Unforgetful You, so unforgetful

You never minded giving us the stars
Then showing us how blind and unaware of You we are
You painted me a picture and showed me how to see
Though I just won't behold it
Unless it pertains to me...

i love gc and so does mmy!(:
we think we saw brenda.
I LOVE GC and 'm gna keep gg there even aft Os! ((x


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replies to tags;

BABY; AWW BABY'S CUTE xD sighs- you know tht alr tho. and i haven't rly been seeing you!): OH TMR!! hahahaha ;)

AHPA; AYEAYE!!((: COOLIO. you get mad w us :x

KNIGHT; <33

CLARA; yay!

HAPPYHAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMIN (:

MIND CAFE W BRO WAI, GRACE, SUWERN, JOEN, WEIDA AND BABY WAS DUPER FUN! -GRINS.

FARMER MAKES ME UBER UBER HAPPY! ((x

MOMMY AND I FLOODED MOMMY'S TAGBOARD AND THIS REMINDS ME OF DEAR NOAH! HEHHEH ;D


you will never walk alone- point of grace

Along life's road
There will be sunshine and rain
Roses and thorns, laughter and pain
And 'cross the miles
You will face mountains so steep
Deserts so long and valleys so deep
Sometimes the Journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember
I want you to know

(Chorus)
You will never walk alone
As long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you all the way
You may feel you're far from home
But home is where He is
And He'll be there down every road
You will never walk alone

The path will wind
And you will find wonders and fears
Labors of love and a few falling tears
Across the years
There will be some twists and turns
Mistakes to make and lessons to learn
Sometimes the journey's gentle
Sometimes the cold winds blow
But I want you to remember where ever you may go

(Repeat Chorus)

Jesus knows your joy, Jesus knows your need
He will go the distance with you faithfully

(Repeat Chorus)

there the mother stands, matured and pretty and all
with her kid alongside, green and cute and hahaha

pinko flowers in her hair, tracing butterflies on her belt
dressed in chains and baggy 'alls, fringe's all o'er left.

oh all messed from cleaning up but she doesn't care,
left the potty all washed and span.

you're a big kid now, so don't pout
look at my cool green specs, i so don't care.

love, my sickly green farmer kid
love, my porridge plain with shallots wheee.


randomly done and i don't see much about this.
but i just love that big kid yay (:

bio prac's SOOO DISAPPOINTING! ):

what did i get after rubbing my hands excitedly in anticipation to draw some very interesting specimen?
TWO LEAFY SHOOTS, A LEAF AND A MAIZE GRAIN.
and i have to CUT the stupid puny maize grain, and DRAW the stupid puny half maize grain /:
AND LABEL EMBRYO AND ENDOSPERM.
-whines ):

sandhya's my partner for prac this time!
oh nadia did you miss me (:
engkiat and i screwed the last bit for chem portion.
-SIGHS LOUDLY.
/: how can please! and so mrchia was SO DISAPPOINTED!
but ms tan had CONFIDENCE IN ME! that i'l do well and she waved my mistake off so nicely! oh mrchia, LEARN! ((: hahaha.
but paper 1 and e rest will be BETTER! (:
remember me saying i wna see my science class ace tgt!! I MEAN IT (x
i have wonderful teachers too.

i like studyg at the sch library tho once i get worn out and tired, i can study no more. plus i can't see baby ):
farmer was bored and thus became a boring person for a period of time.
mommy and farmer bullied me and onions ):
mommy is cheena and so is farmer.
ew they are so compatible! /:

i have big ants at my house waitg for farmer.
renny has a very pretty smile.
clara has a 12-pound black bowling ball.
yes mmy, BUNNY IS RACIST! o:
ranjani's damn cute!
jamie is SO scandalous.
jamie and christine's big scandal started SINCE SEC TWO AND FARMER EVEN REMEMBERED. see its so big? stupid jams ): how many do you wna hurt!

tday's a cute day i love it! (x

mommy thanks for my GOODIE BAG! -squeals happily.
you singaporean mother ><!
oho anyway, i clapped and shared my goodies!
w grace lily charmaine and more! (:
I LOVE MOMMY!

and i miss baby (: hello you i know you're readinggg.

and how could we forget, THE pointing of her finger! (:
baby's the cutest.

okay a break from ss YAY!

yuling's sms from the morning reminded me of the disappointing flaws of the yearbook.
MANY MANY of them.
but to name a few, ):

wrong class for student achievements. like taina teravainen from 3A became taina teravainen from 3H, who does not even exist, who won some prizes from some jumps event.
at least i know TAINA FROM 3A won something (:
but haha okay we don't even know each other personally, gee.

then librarians photo was replaced with guzheng ensemble /:
and so mommy asked since when beatrice wee joined library and where was danielle!

and MY CLASS had names cut off from the 1st row, and the 3rd row names disappeared entirely. my class.

3I's names were replaced with 3M's.
and i have so many juniors and friends from 3I okay ):
oh no.
how am i gna look back from years later and laugh at them!
what if i don't remember their names!
ohoh ):
esther kehui pris weihan peirong yiying lichu sophia etc!
kaaay maybe not alot, but still they'r all so full of spirit and vigor and!
shut up, charlotte /:

SIGH.

back to ss, yay.
(hey mrs lim, that 1.0 (:!)

i miss you, inez! ):

edited, cancelled.

today's irony!

why did i see you all today..

have been thinkg of alot of ppl who've disappeared from my eye.
not life, though. (:
aahhh i won't elaborate.
but i miss some of them, TERRIBLY!

anyway, one more week!
mmm.

oh and i haven't really startd working HARD like everyone's doing.
sorry, no motivation. ):
neither do i like studyg.
but, -SIGHS. i'l need to force myself to do those papers and to read those notes.
i'l need to keep tellg myself its to glorify Him, and from there i'l feel pumped up.
right.

oh, 'm gna name my twin boys justin and jerrick. (:
of course, if they are twin boys.
and justin will be the older one! so act macho act cool act BIG, definitely.
oho, jerrick's small and REALLY likes to act cute, i bet.

i love farmer.

sighs, baby. i miss you so (:

(:
seven, means alot. right? -grins.

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i wna see you(s) back, safe and happy.
but you seem, feel, and actually is so far away..
and i've learnt, when one backslides,
you drift further from God more than any unbeliever who's never acknowledged Him nor known Him at all.
the barrier gets thicker, higher, and tougher.
the struggle too, gets tougher and seemingly impossible.
but its not (: its really not. tho it seem so.
it just takes alot of faith, trust, and belief.

"one soul, not difficult!"
if he, he and He said so, i'l believe (:
so i'm trying. and trying. and trying even more.
for you, you and you and more.
not only to let the heavens rejoice, not only for my satisfaction and joy, but for your safety.
to see you back again, to see that face light up with your true smile again.
to witness you desperately cry out for Him and His mercy again.
to feel that child-like faith radiating from you again.
to listen to you praise God again.
to know that you've accepted Him, and in turn love, peace, joy and all other goodness in life too, again.
to let you.. feel His amazing love, again.

i have faith, that you all will come back again.
in Jesus name!
i'l continue praying.

do you know how happy you'l make me if i see you in church (TJ!), the House of the Lord, one day?
to see you serve the Lord, our God, again?
to watch you enjoy yourself and pour out to Jesus Christ in church, at the altar, during prayer meetings, bible studies and while listening to sermon..?
to know that you've returned to His side, to be loved and safe and to love Him, again?
to officially or non-officially be your sister in Christ, again..
(:

you'l make me cry.. tears of joy.
the heartache, squeeze, pain now.. won't be ANYTHING compared to the happiness you shall make me feel when you come back to Him.
i really really really wna see you at Home.. once again.
and this time, please please don't leave Him anymore..
it hurts Him so, and undeniably to you too.

can i pull you back with me, back to Him. then?
back into the light and out of darkness?
closer to Home and not the lake of fire?
towards Heaven and away from hell?
say yes, please (:

my hands are outstretched, 'm ready for the battle.
God, take me and use me.
Jesus, mold me and prepare me.
Holy Spirit, fill me and guide me.
Lord, lead me and walk beside me.
with the armor of God, with You on my side watching my back for me, the devil and his minions are NOTHING.
by faith, i will conquer (:

my Lord Jesus, i pray in thy name.
Amen.
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REACHING FOR YOU

I can't believe the way
Your love has got a hold on me
Each morning I wake to find You near
You lift me above my fears
And set my feet on solid ground
All of my days belong to You

And I breathe in Your breath of life that fills my heart
You are my all consuming fire

I stand here before You
In wide opened wonder
Amazed at the glory of You
The power of heaven
Revealing Your purpose in me
As I'm reaching for You

the title of the song alone, A PUN (:

thank God for EVERYTHING.
cause He's my EVERYTHING! (((x

i still miss grace alot!
mmmm (:
graceeeeeeeeee xDD!

aye aye tday was great la i tell you!
I TELL YOU! (:

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY, children of God! (:
and other little kids of the world.
and to my baby (x
oh, babies! um, heh.

'm glad baby's all happy! (((:
yeaaaaaay!

okay this is so filled w exclamation marks and random stuff. =x
tday, in short:
-sermon's good.
-crystal enjoyed kids church!
-mum bought crystal and i cute cups w beautiful words of God, and a little biblical book for crystal! love her ;D
-pampered baby like WOAH! (:
-ahpa gave us nice chocobiscuitsthings! aye i forgot the name.. :x
-spent an afternn w baby en and susu!
-missed grace and mommy ):
-i've got a personal revelation tday, and i wna thank baby and en and susu and pastor tim for that (: REALLY, I LOVE YOU GUYS LUH.

and in a shorter form, TODAY WAS AMAZING. WONDERFUL. GOOD (:
thank God for sarah and youying who came today!
and for beverly and peirong's respective growths in the Lord, so proud of them pleaaaaase!
and for yongen, wenqi (: for susu, bro wai and bro tim (((:
YEAAAAAAAH!^^

i just can't thank Him enough.
can't praise Him enough.
and all that ! -grins.

you dont know how happy you made me, mum. (real one)
no idea at all! (: I LOVE YOU.
oh and dad too, DON'T YOU WORRY! =xx

tday started out fine, nice.
went on good.
afternoon's confusing and i was in a dilemma.
but God's light shone on me (:
i spat at Satan.
praised God. whom saved me, who showed mercy upon me, who blessed me.
and everything went uphill from there (x
i believe my breakthrough is finally coming.
and again, THANK GOD FOR IT ALL.
-smiles (:

and tday's blog entry is so filled with silly randoms!
HELLO BRYAN (:
that's another random.

baby said i looked like an angel today!
oh if only mommy was here! );


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MOMMY; YES MOMMY WOAH! (: why not SEVEN! nicer leh!! ((x i missed you missed you missed you! did you not read ! )x YEAAAAY US! YEAAAAY GOD MOST (:

BABY; but knowing God's love made it all better. cause we never knew real love till we met Him, RIGHT NOT! =PP yes you are. (x