MOMMY; yeaaaaaay!

PRIS; (: thanksthanks! HAHA yeaaaah (x i think i have a super good and efficient and um, PERSUASIVE supporter aye. x:

SIMIN; hey i love you please! ((x THANKYOU. gluck for your EYE!

babygirl!; but His promise will never be broken yeah? ;D -hugs.

tkb the knight!; your name first on the list please!! (; reaaaalllly ((: hehheh. -claps!

engkiat; distinction, okay? er, heh. (; 

i love my nicenice taggers who all make my day yay.
and as usual, a song!(:

CRY HOLY

In my loneliness,
You are there.
To reveal Your righteousness,
in my despair.
Jesus i long for You,
there is no one else,
no one like You.

So i cry Holy, Worthy,
Glory, Majesty.
You reign on high
far above all the earth.
You are my God, my Lord and King.

When i'm far away,
You are there
to draw me back again
into Your care.
Jesus i long for You,
there is no one else,
no one like You.

God bless you all.

pssssst! i have a three year old i wna please on CHILDREN'S DAY tmr ^^

-
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"we're all so sad, grace is not gna around for the next six days ):
i'l miss her ): i'l dispatch my angels to protect herrrr.

i went for a short outing with mommy today.
both of us were so tired we fell alseep on the bus, she slept on my shoulder and i found myself nodding on her head. hahaha must have been cute! x)
i love my mommy.
and mommy, CHILDREN's DAY IS COMING!!! (:"
-babystar.

nodding on my head x: SOUNDS SO HAHA!
yes it'd look so cute yay ((((x!
and grace, (:
i dont know, i just love her so!
and miss her so.

i love you, babystar. <3
-

that's how i survived prelims (:

and by God's Grace, i managed to qualify for jc.
just nice.
i prayed hard for this, and i actually achieved it (:
after the many failures, i'm contented with this alr..
this is enough.
BUT I CAN DO EVEN BETTER! for Os! (x

successfully, and with encouragement from lily en star grace and bro tim,
i managed to be contented w all my results^^
okay maybe not immediately for ss/geog, but HEY!
the rest, okay leh =P
'm proud of myself for this!
as in REALLY (: and oh, FINALLY. hiaaak.
i hope He's all happy! somehow i know.. He is.
aaahh (:

'm super super proud of peope like.. lala, xuan, zanne, babystar, mommy, oe and joeyy! ((x
i wna hug joey forever and ever (:
i wna let oe know how much i appreciate her to be available most of the times for meeeee! <3
i wna keep pampering lala but i will have to LET HER GO and survive in a good and mummy-less jc allll by herself!
i want zanne to know how perfect she actually is, in His eyes..
i wna squeeze the wrinkliness out of mommy by hugging her tight and cry (x
i want xuan to know how very proud i am of her.. it must be hard (:
and i know babystar knows that i love her.
-grins!

i love family yay (:
and inez ((:
and the many others who gave encouragement, made me happy, blah.
tkb and rest of 4N, lily, en, evan, beat, wawa, bro chan, bro wai, bro tim, ahpa, sister grace, grace(4H), chinghong, engkiat, mrs lim, ms tan, mrs gay etcetc! ^^

i want my science class to ace science tgt! everyone ;D
EVERY ONE.

i embrace my literature, emath and english very lovingly. and HAHAHA (;
emath is not so bad after alllll. :x

and i'm gna pray extra hard for sister grace, ha-kun and wawa!


BLUE SKIES- Point of Grace (mommy loves this)

Verse 1
On days of grey
When doubt clouds my view
Its so hard to see past my fears
My strength seems to fade
And its all I can do
To hold on, till the light reappears.
Still, I believe though some rain's bound to fall
That You're here next to me
And You're over it all.

CHORUS
Lord, the sky's still blue
For my hope is in You
You're my joy, You're the dream thats still alive
Like the wind at my back
And the sun on my face
You are life,You're grace.
You are blue skies, You're my blue skies

Verse 2
When nights are long
Seems the dark has no end
Still we walk on in the light of the truth
For waiting beyond, where the morning begins
Is the dawn, and Your mercy anew.
Oh, to believe we're alive in Your love
There is so much to see, if we keep looking up.

CHORUS

You filled the heavens with hope and a higher love
A picture of promise for life.

CHORUS

i love YOU <3.

worthy is the Lamb who was slain
holy, holy, is He
sing a new song to Him
who sits on Heaven's mercy seat

holy, holy, holy, is the Lord God Almighty
who was and is and is to come
with all creation i sing
praise to the King of Kings
You are my everything
and i will adore You

clothed in rainbows
living colours
flashes of lightning
rolls of thunder
blessings and honour
strength and glory and power be
to You the only wise King

holy, holy, holy, is the Lord God Almighty
who was and is and is to come
with all creation i sing
praise to the King of Kings
You are my everything
and i will adore You

filled with wonder
awestruck wonder
at the mention of Your name
Jesus Your name is power
breath and living water
such a marvelous mystery


Lord, replace our spirits of condemnation with spirits of contentment.
fill us with Your overflowing holy spirit, Amen (:!

fridaynight-saturdaymorn, i had fun (:
i hope the rest five too.
-GRINS.

met grace ahpa mommy and baby first (:
grace baby and en battled for two hairbands HAHA!
and, friday night was so wonderful i wna keep going ((:!
it was so different.. and still, that amazing or more!
mm.. and supper i was kanjiong, sorry /x
but anyway, after abit of trouble, we got to my hse by midnight anyway!
yeaaaaaay and we blahed until everyone got ready, aircon's on and TEN COMMANDMENTS played on the tv ((:
it was quite.. like baby said, commercialised. /:
but aye there were still some relevant parts i guess. haa.
i liked that show when i last watched it, quite alot. -claps!
then we nonsense-ed around and babygirl and mommy had matches and matches of pillow fights (only two actually), only one of which was taken down by en (:
ohhh grandbaby and her grandmommy ): what VIOLENCE!
then camwhored abit HIAAAK.
i was number FIVE! (x
reminded me of lucyfive. haa!
and and stuff happened along the way and we had pillowtalk (:
prayed, qt-ed, and chatted till we slept!
babygirl's a sound sleeper.

then morning arrived and we got up like one plus hours later than wanted /:
baby and i got lily to my house! (:
yeaaaaaaaah LILY. then we watched pirates2.
peiting and i slept some of it away :x
and blahblah. WE HAD PRATAAAAA and stuff! (x
yeaaaay i love them five.
BOON QI EN TING LI! HAHAHA ;D

okay SUNDAY APPROACHED.
and i hav sentences to throw (:

unlike computer games, not all things can "start all over again"

"got nothing to say, don't say"

if unhappy, shut up. there's no need to spread the unhappiness around.

its okay to mess up, just pick yourself up.

everyone needs to fall and learn from that once in a while.

don't be rash and think that (pms)/moodswings are excuses, for when you hurt someone, it will be hard to gain that trust back again.

if you can control your tongue, you can control your temper.

i found them impactful and interesting from pastor tim's sermon tday(:
not only these few, of course.
but haha. this is getting long and blah s:
'm bored by my own entry alr.
ohoh i SO miss PASTOR WILLOUGHBY AND BRO LES! -squeals.
i love tj (:

and randomly, i noted that babygirl's lookg prettier and prettier and girlier and matured and NOW, i'l have to let her go soon when she grows up ):
oh well! (:
we are ALL gettg prettier, in the eyes of Him (x

to not care about the eyes of the world, but only Him.

i wna start of w a random quiz!

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU...

Had your first real kiss?
> -BLUSHES! i.. am still innocent luh.  [baby(s), don't ask how i got you(s)]

Fell in love when?
> ten days before my birthday this year(: so i was 15plus when i found Him.

Lost someone close to you?
> uh, some years ago i can't rmb.

Tried alcohol?
> like when i was real small and hoping to be an adult, that time? which must be really long ago because i wna be a kid now. MY FATHER FED BEER TO ME. I WASN'T ALL PAI AND ALL THAT!

Got your heart broken before?
> won't happen. -winks!

Got arrested?
> hur no.

Smoked a cigarette?
> smelly >< and it'l hurt Him.

Broken a bone?
> tail

Got cheated on?
> (:

Rode the bus?
> HAHA wow i was real young and unpampered!

Went to a concert?
> 6, my very own grad ceremony where i had two buns on my head DORNED WITH LITTLE HOTPINK BOAS and i danced cheena around! dont ask.

Dyed your hair?
> no point, now!

Got a car?
> i am sixteen.

When got your own cell phone?
> p5 or 6? OHHH THIS YOUNG GENERATION IS ALL PAMPERED AND THEY HAVE PHONES AT WHAT AGE?! crystal's friend, barely eight, has hers. what do you say to this XIAN XIANG man.

Got a myspace?
> no/:

Snuck out of the house?
> NOPE

Got your own digital camera?
> uh yes. not used by me /:

First time u got drunk?
> never!(x


okays(:
time for randoms((((:
and guess what! i realise i have been blogging regularly/: yeah okay.

i gave mommy a gnight kiss last night and she's real hyped about it!
till she could not sleep /:
anddddd she gloated and flaunted about it! ^^ yeaaaaaaaaaaaah!
yeeha and she woke up in the morning JUST FOR BABY, ME. (:
nicest or what!
but mommy's growing old and senile and breakable and tired and and and OHMY OSTEOPOROSIS! o: (however you spell that)
you'l get into like.. REN CI HOSPITAL. tmr or smth! (:
i will personally wheel you in there ((; -winks!

I AM BABY'S BIG AND SHINY GOLD MEDAL SHE'S SO SO SO PROUD OF! -GRINS.
she makes me smile so wide, i'm gna burst /:
then again, He overwhelms me with happiness all the time anyway.
i gotta get used to that feeling.
or no. enjoy being OVERJOYED all the time -winks.
muaaaaack.

i wrote inezlau a confession on her classroom whiteboard today and i'm oh oh so blushy about it!
oh so shy so shy (:
i hope she doesn't come here and realise what i felt!
ohman(:
bet her classmates' are all super jealous sheeeesh! ^^
yeaaaaay (;

-hugs lily yongen jinghan evan lilin! ((; tday was uber nice.
God will bless you, JINGHAN; thus sayeth the Lord!

i love (; smiley! HAHAHAHA WINKY! hiaaak my winking spreee!
shut up and don't remind me of the tele-whats-bies again.
they scare me okaaay ):
so baby, stick with SESAME STREET. i dont care if you like it or not! :X

oh i saw a carplate with 777 HAHA! ^^


Hillsong United- REACHING FOR YOU (;

I can't believe the way
Your love has got a hold on me
Each morning I wake to find You near
You lift me above my fears
And set my feet on solid ground
All of my days belong to You

And I breathe in Your breath of life that fills my heart
You are my all consuming fire

I stand here before You
In wide opened wonder
Amazed at the glory of You
The power of heaven
Revealing Your purpose in me
As I'm reaching for You

oh little marshmallows! -winks.
and here, mommylicious.blogspot
where there's another marshmallow story!

  It turns out that a scientist can see the furture by watching four-year-olds interact with a marshmallow. The researcher invites the children, one by one, into a plain room and begins the gentle torment. "You can have this marshmallow right now," he says. "But if you wait while i run an errand, you can have two marshmallows when i get back." And then he leaves.
  Some children grabt he treat the minute he's out the door. Some last a few minutes before they give in. But others are determined to wait. They cover their eyes; they put their heads down; they sing to themselves; they try to play games or even fall asleep. When the researcher returns, he gives these children their hard-earned marshmallows. And then, science waits for them to grow up.
  By the time the children reach high school, something remarkable has happened. A survey of the children's parents and teachers found that those who as four-year-olds had the fortitude to hold out for the second marshmallow generally gew up to be better adjusted, more popular, adventurous, confident and dependable teenagers. The children who gave in to temptation early on were more likely to be lonely, easily frustrated and stubborn. They buckled under stress and shied away from challenges.
- Joshua Harris,

hmm.
that passage made an impact in me. did it to you?
mommy and babystar, you know what 'm talking about. -winks!

since i came up from the water, the devil hated me with a stronger passion.
and i return the favour with equal vigor.
you know, i'm glad he does, 'm glad 'm one of those he targets and attacks.
because i will never want to stand with him.
and for that, i will not succumb to temptation.
-frowns. perservering! xD
and Daddy shall be pleased.

i shall strive to live down those 4 torturous days !
heh. and i shall run from the examination hall after my second last exam.
for i do not want to listen to the outbursts of celebration from fellow classmates.
not that its bad for them to do so, but i just can't stop the frown from appearing!
too bad, 'm so sorry aye /:
thanks mmy and babystar for tolerating me today! ><

I'M SPINNING MADLY, BABE(:
i see your pretty face!
muaaaaack.

and babystar, thankyou and i love you too((:
you've been comfortg me in the Christ-like-est way possible that i've ever been approached by the you, last time.
and i bet we both learn from those words alone, together.
because we're in this, TOGETHER!(x
<3

mommy,
'm actually leaving that pinkish tagboard there /:
its so off. but its left there in memory of you! -grins.

blog, you know what?
i gave birth to a GRANDBABY(:
and i have a mommy who is actually a MOUSEQUITO, who eats her own kind on a cake! ): heh.
and my ahpa is so courageous and determined, he finished THE ENGLISH TEACHER in a matter of minutes! o: GASP WITH ME HA!
(the rest of the literature students in singapore who takes up eltcher: GASP!)

i enjoy winking.

oh and by the way, You blessed us and lit went well.
i bet we'l do so much better this time round!
You're so sweet to me^^

Every day with You Lord
Sweeter than the day before
Every day with You Lord
Sweeter than the day before
Every morning i will worship
Every evening i'll adore
'Cause every day with You is sweeter
Sweeter than the day before

What a privilege to know You
Like I know You
To be loved like You love me
What an honor to worship truly worship
From this heart that You have freed
From the rising of the sun
To the setting of the same

What a wonder to live life
Really live life
Overcoming anything
What a reason to lift up
Freely lift up
Every day my everything
From the rising of the sun
To the setting of the same
Every day every day with You Lord
Every day sweeter than the day before

rather, save them.
i think they need the help, just they don't know it.

i need a channel to express my feelings openly.

i am disgusted. grossed out. disappointed. ):
why har.

why must you all derive pleasure in making her life so miserable?
AS IF she's not feeling enough pain already!
AS IF she needs more betrayal shooting towards her.
AS IF she needs to be blamed and pranked for no reason.
she don't deserve it. REALLLY!
but darling, you've made it to my praying list (:
it'l be fine and i know you're strong enough to get through this all.
because you are a good person.
you did not curse and swear at those who hurt you.
neither did you blame and immerse yourself in self-pity.
i bet God's all pleased and proud of you, even though you may not be a follower.
still, He loves you aye! ((x

and another, you are a girl.
please don't hit on girls.
esp girls with boyfriends.
it can start out as a joke, but it's getting too scary to be true now already.
and i bet i'm not the only one feeling this.
i love you, please know that. i really do.
(:

also, one more you.
you annoy me.
so much, i can't believe it.
stop immersing yourself in emoness as if you're having fun and then making it so known that the unhappiness spreads to all around you.
and you don't even care!
well, this is something i cannot help out with.
and i am not going to.
i've done enough, i suppose.
"leave it to God", that's for you (:

hahaha.
'm so annoyed and disgusted and blah.
but still.
i'l take this all as a test.
ITS GETTING TOUGH ):
but, raaaaaaah. -GROWLS.
and it all came to me in half an hour, why?
satan thinks he's all that.

i love you, Daddy.
and i enjoy my moments with mommy and starstar talking all about You (x

handbell tee's coming soon, and sleepover's friday! -winks.

As long as stars shine down from Heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
'Til the end of time, forever
You're the only one i'll need 
 In my life, You're all that matters
In my eyes, the only truth i see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me 
 
When i found You i was blessed
And i will never leave You
I need You  
 
Chorus:
Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without You there to see me through
Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible

Because of You
It's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without You
 
When You caughe me i was falling
You uplifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard my calling
And You rushed to set me free
 
When i found You i was blessed
And i will never leave You
I need You
 
Chorus  
When i found You i was blessed
And i will never leave You
I need You  
Chorus
 
I can't imagine me without You 



 
i don't want my growth to be stagnant.
i want to continue growing and never stop.
to improve and all that. to please You.
because when 'm not doing that, i'l be drifting.
i'l be unconsciously backsliding..away from You.
and i don't want that. it'l hurt You, right?
i dont' want my life without You again.
now that i feel the emptiness filled, i don't want to experience it again.
not because of some silly mistake that will let Him down,
nor some isaac that i can't let go and submit to Him.




but.. ):
i need to do that.
i thought i did it, but i think.. i never really did let it go..

so Daddy, please wait for me.
because this time, it'l take awhile..






i'l truthfully confess, that 'm not ready for that battle yet, Daddy.
(lying is unhealthy!)

'm not prepared, i admit.
but i will be.
i will, okay?
trust me, Daddy.
meanwhile, guide me through this all.
lead me and cover me with the full armor of God.

i'l proudly proclaim this to the world.
with that smile, You gave me a reason to (:


as long as stars shine down from heaven,
and the rivers run into the seas,
till the end of time forever,
You're the only one i'll need.
in my life You're all that matters,
in my eyes the only truth i see,
when my hope and dreams have shattered,
You're the one who's there for me.
when i found You i was blessed,
i will never leave You, i need You.

imagine me without You,
i'l be lost and so confused.
i wouldn't last a day,
i'd be afraid,
without You there to see me through.
imagine me without You,
Lord you know its just impossible.
because of You, its all brand new.
my life is now worthwhile.
i can't imagine me without You.

when You caught me, i was falling.
You uplifted me back on my feet.
it was like You heard my calling,
and You rushed to set me free.
when i found You i was blessed,
i will never leave You, i need You.

'its called the joy of the Lord'- kor (:

i am amazed by boon's room!

chinese paper 1 felt comfortable and physically cold.

i love You so much.

i loved my afternn with baby(GIRL), haah SO SILLY!

i enjoy immersing myself in happiness.

i no longer feel unhappy for more than 5 minutes.

i have A TWINKLE IN MY EYE!

i have a very pretty mommy who doesn't believe so.

i like the queenie skirt YAY =P

mommy's mommy is v nice!

joey's pretty. inez's pretty!

lala gave me a hershey's mallow thing! choc-marshmallow yaaay xD

thank you suwern and grace!

so here i am to WORSHIP.

ma, pa, sisters, do you know how much i love you guys? (:

oh and muaaack to febbie too! a wet one.

zanne's so cute.

pearlyn's so HAHA nice!

kailing, you're getting prettierrrr =D

PRISCILLA!!! (x

i wna hug you, Daddy.

-blows kisses to Him! oh, blush.

i like tau suan! HIAAAK.

tanwenqi is a very disgusting eater ayeee.

lala tan is a very special girl. and she loves being so random s:

inez, i'm there for you. just that usual reminder ^^

i squeal at the story behind mommy's many kinder buenos! xD

i wna taste chilli, curry, candies, sweets and chocolates again! FEED ME PLEAAAAASE!

i am wearing my noble tee and trackpants because i feel warmer in this and i remember the cuteness of oac!

amanda and rachel are so crazy cute! CRAZY, i tell you.

nsn's a beauty xPP

beat shld clip up her hair more often.

i wna spread JOY TO THE WORLD!

i want my stripey blue-black long socks LUH! the special ones (:

someone pamper me leh.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR POST-O's! so can't you, i bet.

king's very good to us!

tanwenqi thinks she's so cute.

yongen's crazily funny!

lily's so pamperable and bulliable heh.

aw peiting didn't come on sunday! ):

sheeeping. shipenggg.

OE, JUST MERE WEEKS AWAY FORM FREEDOM AYEEE? xD ILU!

my Jesus, my savior,
Lord there is none like You!
all of my days,
i want to praise,
the wonders of Your mighty love.

my comfort, my shelter,
tower of refuge and strength!
let every breath,
all that i am,
never cease to worship You!

shout to THE Lord,
all the earth,
let us sing!
power and majesty,
praise to THE King!
mountains bow down,
and the seas will roar,
at the sound of Your name.

i sing for joy,
at the work of Your hands!
forever i'l love You,
forever i'l stand!
nothing compares to the promise i have in You..

Praise the Lord.

I FINALLY GOT WATER-BAPTISED TODAAAY!
oh oh i was so excited AND nervous last night and this morning before church, i was contemplating whether or not to call bro wai to CHECK THAT HE'S STILL ON EARTH AND THAT RAPTURE HAS NOT COME YET! ;D
hiaaak! and indeed, it hasn't =x
heh heh.

it was a wonderful feeling.
bro wai asked, why i wanted to get baptised.
i felt quite intimidated. even though it may not be the ideal answers i would give after much thought, but i think i gave relatively straight-to-the-point ones. to prove how much i want to obey His commands and be granted the ticket to Heaven, our marriage confirmation, my way back Home.
going into the water, i knew that my path is correct and certain.
and coming out, is just amazing.

i love feeling refreshed.
cleansed, purified (:
AND I SO HAVE A BRIGHT TWINKLE IN MY EYE NOW!
-sparkles ;DD!

and as usual, my thankyou(s).

for people who came especially;
-family, too much love <3!
-uncle eric, aunt laura and caleb, LOVE YOU PEOPLE LUH. (x
-jianlin and friends, thanks so much! i didn't get to really talk to you because i was rushed here and there after service.. =x but hey, i appreciate you all coming down. hope you enjoyed the service YEAH? (x
-nicholyn and xiu chun, THANKS so so much! i didn't get to see you at all! but i thankyou for that nice little note aye! ((: love.
-jarod, ohmy i'm sorry you missed it =x but you got my aftermath-grin HEH? xD i appreciate. thanks, realllly. yay that you came!
-jeriel, tee, em, darryl, HEY MAN THANKS! (((: sry that we didn't get to really chat or anything during lunch.. mm. another time? great that you guys came.

for those who had always been there and today;
-babyGIRL, i love you so much aye (: i can see your GROWTH, and your efforts in everything you do for the Lord. continue that and i'l see you in the water soon! ((x you're an amazing testimony i wna share to the whole world about. and, coughing as i say, YOU'RE THE CUTEST! ;DD muaaack!
-INEZ INEZ INEZ!, hey (: shhhhh. i will spill abit and tell everyone how much i appreciate you. and how much i love you. and how much i wna care for you the best i can. and how much i appreciate all you've done! for Him, and for me yeaaah. <33!
-lily and yong en, HEY HEY ! (((: i'm not THAT close to you guys, but i enjoy your company. my sisters in Christ! ^^ -hugs.
-bro wai, what else to say? THANKS MAN. (x
-su wern and grace, -SQUEALS! ^^ bs teachers! hiaaak. you guys play a v important role in my life now that i'm in tj. and thank God for you people! xD -hug!! <3!
-bro chan and king, I SO ASSOCIATE YOU TWO TGT NOW! ^^ hiaaak. thanks alot, just for your presence alone! and little talks we have (: yaaay. -hugs! xP
-tj , thank you. (:

for those unable to come but hey, you didn't forget me;
-MOMMY!, thanks muchhhh! xD ilu ilu ilu! missed you alot today too )): but AYE WE'VE GOT IT VIDEO-ED! yeaaah yaaay. see the TWINKLE IN MY EYES! <3MUAAACK!
-oe, MISSED YOU! ): snifff. but you can see it on video aye aye? xD wished you were there though! reaaaallllly. (:
-dajie, entire family but you came.. mm. but you were busy, so ITS OKAY HAHA. and i thank God for you anyway (: you've been great to me! thanks for that. xD
-zanne lala tkb evan youying yvonne brotherr, HEY thanks for the wishes and all! (x FELT THE LOVE. (no zanne, not what you think. and yes to the rest, i love you much!) seeyou, for the cedarians. rest, seeyou around still ;PP! yay, take care!

i can't thank God enough for them, really. (:
for everything He's given me and all the tests He's allowed me to go through.
i thank Him for all of that.
for His trust in me, for His amazingly unconditional love for me.
I LOVE YOU JESUS! :D


Your light, broke through my night,
restored exceeding joy.!
Your grace, fell like the rain,
and made this desert live!

You have turned my mourning into dancing!
You have turned my sorrow into joy!

Your hand, lifted me up,
i stand on higher ground!
Your praise, rose in my heart,
and made this valley sing!

This is how we overcome.


quoting baby, YES TODAY IS A HAPPY HAPPY DAY!
and days to come. :DD!

take care all, and good luck for PRELIMS!
yeaaah WE CAN DO IT. TOGETHER. ;PP
-flying kisses! <3!!