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letters!
09.30.04 (3:48 am)   [edit]
o ya o ya!
OH YA.
happie bday priscillia!
hee

kept laughing in maths period noe?
duno why
i was singing onlyluv, then jingle bells, then merry christmas, then jus lalalaing then after tt silent night
then like, i forgot wad sylvia did to me then we started laughing n laughin n laughing
i got tears noe!
so much. *splash*
then like charmaine n shimin were staring at us.
mah twin n her "whee"
min n her "silence is golden"
blehx.
hahaa
then we kept laughing n laughing nonstop la
then tay came n said bout yeongeun muacking sumone then twinn n min laughed oso
so syl n i continued laughin tooo
i kept gasping la. no breath le
=/
haa.
then yahh

laugh so much mann. i tink i earned a few more angels into my life le.
=D

todae had funn writing letters.
got a bit bored so we did it
buden duno wad to write to shimin
n sylvia, so only charmaine's letter made sense n its longer
thar-maide twinn damn cute laas
=P
shall write one for it tmr
hmm...
n maybe shinn tooo
haa.

ahh. got vs paper to do todae
which i haven done much
=/
all the papers we got for practice like so less qns n so much easier than cedar lidat...
sigh

=/ i jus killed one of my angels.
lam-ee

ok wadevaa. shall go do maths...
ltr.
haa
=P

- Friendship is like thighs, they are always sticking together-
(this is total crap. but hey. it makes sense i guess)
 
mooncake festival
09.28.04 (3:17 am)   [edit]
last fri went stnix for the festival.
theres this skit thingy which i didnt get for most parts, buden pple still stayed n pretended to enjoy it
hahaa...the actors good la. but cant hear anythingg
then got cat high (pri) boys modern dance...they were cute
n got this chi high guy singing n playing guitar.
uh huhh
not bad la..but well. went off-tune bit here n there
bleh
then i bought 2 heart balloons!
i wanted red
but lil sis took red, so i m stuck with pink
ya.
wrote words on there
n i got a glow-in-the-dark thingy which i gave away when i got it from cedar national dayy
wad funn i had

oh n one more thing, tt sch is DAMN BIG.
track so damn damn big la
i tink i said this before..

then yst walked out sch with nsn n sylvia..
they damn quiet la
nsn kept making funni noises with her shoes once in a while
then like, sylvia is so...silent
then veh awkward
like, i tok buden onli one of them replies
n the other one shuts up
=/

hmm yah

sch is boring these few days
 
zhou zhiruo
09.26.04 (4:40 am)   [edit]
reali admire tt girl. zhou zhiruo.
tho she reali became damn revengeful n bitchy n stuff.
but she is soo...cool
like, at first...she gave most pple an impression tt she is weak n too kind for her own good.
then suddenly, she became chief of her sect, learnt this reali cool n new stance thingy
n became so strong, n to me, reali reali cool n tough
and damn pretty oso la!
ya. then its like...she reali has bit of evil in her in the first place alr
if not she wun tink of revenge n bad stuff lidat so easily le
it cant be influence
aiyoh..

i wanna be like her one day
how much fun it will all be

but i like zhao min better. veri cute tt girl
 
eng exam n lesson on sat
09.25.04 (9:31 pm)   [edit]
eng exam...okk la.
dreams came out! like our practice on thurs.
my grp did report on dreams lo....but i cun rmb anything
=(

anyw
tcher showed me songs for 8th..
so i m not doing 7th again la?
stupid tcher..i rather re-exam the same grade
ya then. each grade got like 9 songs for u, choose 3 rite?
8th got like wad...35 or so songs la!
wad the hell
35 ok. THIRTY FIVE.. my heart is weak mann
omg so horrible. only 9 or 11 of them in the exam bk. the rest u gotta find yrself in other bks...as long they approve it.
=/
so weirdd..
yah then...i doing clementi for list B!
List B so rocks...its always like, the nicest n the best.
cos its romantic period
=P
then tt stupid bach guy. its too difficult
tt weirdo with funni long long scales-ish songs
blehx
so i m taking scarlatti
C mozart or beethoven i tink
this is so sadd
i dun wan take
like veh scary lidat
scales oso worse la...got diminished 7th n dominant 7th
n i gotta buy all the bks soon to practice
so its in time for sec3 n i can finish by sec4 hopefully
how very sad this all is

okk this entry is getting bored n stupid n so retarded n i dun get myself. its all me being sad and all about music
hahaa
shall end here
um ya

p.s. oh ya amanda, sihui...n any other handbell pple, noe when is the start of prac again?
 
testss. assembly
09.21.04 (9:29 pm)   [edit]
*sniff*
assembly was ok
i held the mike like, half a meter away from zhiying n i?
=P
msleong told us off
bleh.
but it was alrite i guess?
i see faces looking up
pretty scaryy...before n after. but not during
weird
cant believe ms leong got the hint about the schools part noe...
let pple from handbell see the script no one got it.
or maybe they are jus thick. =D yes tt muz be it.

anyw. got geog n maths test today.
quite alrite...i misinterpreted a geog question. =(
wrote wrong answers tooo
m soo gonna flunk both
=X
blehhx..
maths quite ok...only wad? qn 1a n 2B(or 3b).
hmmm.

yahh
other than tt, the day went fine i guess.

walked out with charmaine n shimin. met this yingting, from dance i tink? yingting veh nice! =P
like another yingting lidat. very very nice
hahaa

they were/are being weird the entire wk
chlo, y.e, evan, it.
all of them
=/ so scaryy
i tink i being weird tooo
aiyah..
 
why this weds?
09.21.04 (4:18 am)   [edit]
omg omg omg la.
i so nervous lo...tho the nex sch day is in duno how many hours.
many many i hope?
will nvr come too, i hope even more!
=P but nvm la.
we did so much for the reflections...no matter wad oso muz say out rite?
=/
so scaryy noe!
omg omg.
ahhh.

then ltr no one clap even more malu!
so scary lahhs..
=(
how how.
zhiying n i so soft-spoken. i think?
rather...i get so nervous la!
even small events oso can get red n stuff.
ltr i go asking like in oral lidat, "is my face red" or smth.
so shitt. beta remind self not to do tt
=X
um yupp. or i will end up saying "uh um yah"
*cries*
waah. omg

but actuallie this only lasts few minutes la huh...wun be much.
=
but still.
i first one to say the whole thing okk
aiyah
nvm
 
winter! water. white wings..werewolf?
09.20.04 (11:30 pm)   [edit]

xfh
You're a Winter. You very much enjoy your time
alone but do like other people's company
sometimes. You just need your space. You have a
few priviledged friends who saw past your
colder exterior to find the true you. You can
have pretty bad mood swings (though you hate to
admit it) so you could be soft one second then
storming around the next! But over all, you're
a very pleasant person once people take the
time to get to know you. You're a good friend
for in-depth talks. You're very talanted when
it comes to creative things.


What season are you? (pics)
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ahhyes. i always get stuff like winter, wind or water.
hmm. now tts so true...tsk, which is scaryy


You are Water...you are emotional and sensitive.
You are good at feeling and being in your
emotions, but sometimes have difficulty
expressing your feelings in words.


What Element Are You?
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there! told ya its gonna be water. how nice...speaks the truth too. uh.
i tink i did this quiz before tho

HASH(0x8a6b160)
You have White Wings! Pure and innocent, your
kindness attracts other people toward you. You
can be shy and quite, but when others know you
better, they realize you are fun and bubbly.
You hate it when other around you are sad, and
always see the good in everyone and everything.
Chances are you either help in the shelter, or
are a tutor in school. You are very kind and
friendly, but also quite nave. Dont be fooled
by looks. Some things do go bump in the night.


What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!
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i am pure n innocent! cool. nvr knew tt

ex w
You're a werewolf. Werewolves where mutated people
who would transform into wolf-like beings and
would lose control of themselves. Often times
when a little child would go out into fields in
Europe, they would encounter a werewolf and be
eaten. They had charatceristics of their human
selves but where usually hairy with canine like
teeth and strangely shaped heads when they
transformed. They often had bad tempers and
would lose control of their actions very
easily. They were excelent hunters though. (If
you cannot see the picture, go to my userpage
and look near the bottom. There should be the
picture and description for all the results)


What Mystical Creature Are You? (Pictures)
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huhh...arh! now why the hell m i a werewolf?
and wads with all the Ws?
i din do it on purpose kaes...realli!
=/
weird

 
i'm a snow angel! u?
09.20.04 (12:00 am)   [edit]
snow fairy
You are like the snow fairy, she is very beautiful,
she has the power to make things beautiful, but
She is sometimes quite selfish, and spends most
of the time she should be using her magic
staring at her self in the mirror. Other than
the fact that she is vain and selfish. She is
a nice person, when she IS actually using her
magic, her powers are great, and she is very
helpful. Well that's most of the tings about
the snow fairy, can you relate to some of them?
You probably can, because that is what this
quiz is for!


**The ultimate Fairy quiz**(anime pics!) for girls, but if you are a guy you can take it too! !**being improved more**!
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piano xam results outt. ipw cope thingy
09.18.04 (4:59 am)   [edit]
ipw in the morn was pretty alrites.
my grp got jolin n james..
james always help beat n i one! so nice rites?
jolin is reali reali cute n nice too.
n theres too many cats in dakota. blehh..but i like them fine i guess
beat kept taking pics..
=/
ya well.
batt flat in the end

yahh!
i did a good good deed todae.
hmms.
in the bus, shimin chlo n i...oh, n pris n sheena oso in the bus la
then like. this nyjc couple got down at the zhonghua bustop.
so shimin n i wanted to take the empty seats, then shimin saw a handphone.
she gave me, n i like, looked at it, then out, then at shimin.
i thot..
if i go, i may miss the bus n i m tired laa
buden, like so dishonest lidat.
i almost chose to sit back down ON the handphone..
but guess i cant help being a gracious cedarian
so i went down to give the ppl their phone, whoeva tt was.
jogged down to find them, then the guy took it and gave the girl. i walked awy, n saw shimin behind me.
=) nice gal she is
=D very nice!
ya...then like, we ran back to the bus buden it jus left. saw chlo staring at us. tt stupid girl duno wad happend, smsed me.
-.-
but ya..
felt so proud of myself tho its a very small thing onli
then like, the girl called me over n said thanks, then they left (yes they were still standing there in pretty much of a shock while shimin n i went up to the bus againn)

ya. waited for nex 135...it took so long!
almost 20 min noe?
=(
but still!
=)
siao.

hahaa..
so tired lahh.

then tonite had piano lesson, piano teacher came smiling, n gave me the piano results, SMILING.
din score tt well. bit badly la. =
but i m pretty satisfied...quite expected this.
buden din expect my scales to be the reason of all this.
my scales!
scales. ughh
i did so badly for tt lor...ok jus a bit but still badd. =(
was literally shivering la. he said i dun sound confident n dun look confident.
so there. i m not confident
buden my exam pieces got one of the highest marks noe? =P
onli two did well la....first A piece was so horrible!
i took all the scales, then the first piece...then i calmed down n played the second piece alright-ly.
=(
of cos...sight reading failed for my 5th time.
=P its been failing since 1st grade.
=DDD ahhaaaa!
so siaoo...
lame la.
wait. i tink i passed it 1st grade...duno la
wad crapp..

sucha sadd sad thing
but i m still overall happi
ahha..
=D

yah. anyw...i got a strict examiner lo.
the august n sept examiners no nice.
july DAMN DAMN lenient..
my examiner... lucky a guy.
gave me these nice comments.
he wrote so small lor. esp the good comments.
*glares*
for my b song
okk woww. my fav comment. cos its actually readable n nice

this blog entry is so fake. so many faces..jus looks n sounds so damn faked. =|
hmm

"There was some promising delicacy in its sound and its r.h (?) melody, and its accompaniment is articulated clearly for the most part"
 
re-oral
09.16.04 (4:30 am)   [edit]
Loving
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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todae had the retake of eng oral.
i got fiona tan, together with jenn n beatrice
=/
so nervous!
so when reading passage...tremble a bit lor
n got bit of stammering
buden, i jus duno why...suddenly stopped n asked mstan
"is my face red?"
then she stared at me, then i continued the passage.
buden she veh nice n kept smiling, nodding, n sumhow i felt more comfortable n my hands were warm n were able to feel once again.
yupp
thus, i conclude tt the oral was alrite.
i hope

yea.
today sch was fine, i guess...
tho we still say hi to each other, "hyperly" n the normal stuff AT TIMES, but. the feeling is jus not there anymore.
smth changed
smth reali changed
but i duno wads it.
=/
its like, being arnd them is as if i m with jams n chris...
u get me?

(p.s. no i dun mean anything by tt ok. jams n christine are cool peeps. k)
 
syf.hearts foundation.induction performances
09.14.04 (5:25 am)   [edit]
*gasp*
*gasps sumore*
huh!
3 performances!
i m in 2 i tink. =P

oh ya...jus read amanda's blog...
saw n heard tt grp 2 playin bee-u-tee n da beast!
omg omg omg
dun reali like tt song tho.
grp 1 gets marche n part of ur world
part of yr world damn nice la! i wanna playyy
mrs.aw bought more more more new scores for us...i tink there are more fast ones. finally.
but i m soo fine with the slow n romantic ones leh
=/

hmm.
i like B C notes.
last yr got wad...term1, 2 E6 F6
term 3 E4 F4
this year got...for term 1 n 2, G6 A6
then now its G4 A4
always lidat one.
but those notes are for grp3 laa
first she will give me melody notes, so nice n funn?
then she will give me same notes...but they are bass. not veh fun but i still like the bass tons.

grp2 usually chimes...now tt grp1 combine prac a few with us.
a B4 C5 n G4 A4 chimer..
=D
i luv bass!
it soo rocks
=P yayy

agreeing with amanda..
i luv those disney songs la
so damn nice
colours, under e sea, beauty n beast, part of yr world.
oh, tho phantom not disney but its damn nice too!
ahha. soo funn this is
-.-
lame..kaes lah

i blog like wad, 3 or 4 times today?
so lazy to study finish history..
=(
got so many tests.
exams, cedar is like wad? rushing? end at mid october la
tho there are schs earlier than us...
but still!
=|

blehhx.
shall look forward to handbell on thurs.
=o prob e first time i m saying this...
ya.
but cca stopping soon lehhs.
=? hmm?
mite be getting tee n pullova nex yr...no fair ok!
they did it for the SAKE OF NEXT YR SEC 1s
like wad the hell
my batch sec 1 sec 2 no shirts.
sec1 we werent told we cld buy. then got told off for not buying. by the time we wan buy, they say cant.
wadthebloodyhelll
hmpf
but nvmm...
i m kind n forgiving n all tt nice stuffs
yes i am
(no arguments)

i hav decided to reali like my cca n enjoy it after all.
i guess?
i hope n think
=)

NAHH
! hahaa
 
like i care...?
09.14.04 (12:22 am)   [edit]
todae sch wasnt bad.
beat left for exam.
=P

dun panic laa boy...
ok. everyone gets nervous..
=/ hmm nvm.
but still. i hav this funni funni feeling that she can still make it
=)

ya anyw. took 135 with christine jamie shuen shimin, n sum fren of shuen's...jessica? ya, met charmaine on the way to bustop too.
then the bus was consider crowded i guess...as usual, dominated by us cedarians but there are still space in between every two cedarians.
so lyk...when we reached marist bustop, for once i witnessed, we din move!
the previous time so malu...a marist stepped up nex to me (i m last one in the bus) then shouted for us to move. then everyone so guai...go move. =/

this time, like we still stand there chat laugh point. and stare..
but we din move lah. chris jams shuen jessica shimin n i cld move all the way to the back.
but jamie oso din move all the way in...n we refused to sit on the empty seats arnd us. so we kinda stayed near the middle
hahaa
saw few marists bu shuang and they walked away, not wanting to take the bus alr.
so i gave him the look back. he caught it. glared back.. and i tink i saw a finger pointing towards the front part of the bus somewhere from the lil crowd from the bustop.
hmm.
totally vulgar
bleh.

then lyk, there was bit of a commotion for a couple of minutes, then some of them actuallie managed to squeeze on the bus...n some kind cedarians moved in a bit bit bit bit bit, n few more got on.
then we stopped moving in.
the rest were shouting sum funni stuff i dun tink i wanna hear, then the bus left.

uhhhh.
so funnie...
see them try squeezing in buden sum end up jumping back to the bustop
lol i so meann

hmm. shld stop crappin bout them..

oh yahh!
i m still waiting for teacher's call.
i wanna pass.
wanna pass...
i tink? but if i pass...or even fail by onli a bit...
means i will still go to the nex grade! which is bad
a reali bad thing
which i dun tink i wan it to happen.
i wan stay at this grade n nvr move on.
the last grade like so scary and it seems difficult...
='( sniff
aiyah...

sch is no fun anymore.
wait. lets see. it nvr was fun. but at least theres smth i always looked forward to...
u dun see the pt of coming alr..
do u?



 
aura colours
09.13.04 (10:53 pm)   [edit]

Reds are physical and sexual. They love expressing
themselves through their sensuality and their
physical bodies. They live their lives in the
here-and-now with zest, strength, courage and
self-confidence.


What Is Your True Aura Colour?
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redd. hmm?
 
holis over..handbell
09.13.04 (3:04 am)   [edit]

ms leong said. the main theme of term 4 is exams.
so wads term 1 and 3? (term 2 oso exam period)
the themes for 1 and 3 are preparation of exams.
=/
hmm. so scared of all these tests and exams coming u noe?
plus! my eng oral STILL haven re-take yet..
=(

hope jeremy n benoi did well in their piano exams.
then, tmr beat and sum others oso having piano exams. =P gd luck to them

oh ya..todae handbell quite interesting. i feel so hardworking?
like, we hav half hour of stupid self-prac. then like, at first no seniors so us chimers went up front to play the bells. all was quite fine.
then we returned to chimes after seniors came.
so happily played trumpet voluntary and water music.
then lyk...yanyi lynette, duno which, started beating the tempo for the bell parts only. then chimes cun reali get in cos bells onli practiced their parts.
so we got bit irritated n confused.
then wanted to practise on our own. so i beat the tempo for chimers.
but we got mixed up cos bells tooo loud

ugh ok. then we gave up n tried to do it on the floor, but they were still too loud. so we went outside, brought a matt n our chimes n scores n bks.
practiced more than supposed to n i felt so accomplished.
but still...this time band instruments kinda distracted us instead.

blehh! we played trumpet, water music, haktivah, grandfathers clock, n tried wedding march abit i guess?
then yahh.
after a while, we stopped our grp 2 self-prac when zhiying had to go back as2 rm for grp 1 self-prac.
then chimers all left.
=|

yah

 
the men/boys jus dun get it..
09.11.04 (1:15 am)   [edit]
got this off my sis blog...found it pretty interesting?
=D

"Why are they so obsessed with shoes? Feet are the last thing men look at!"

"Why do i have to call her everyday? And if i don't, there'll be hell!! Also, shy do women have to open their months when they apply eyeliner?"

"they have a funny way of showing sympathy! I sprained my ankle while playing tennis once, and she went, ' Yah, play tennis some more lah - who ask u to play so much? "

"Some women claim to have best friends, but they always seem to be bitching abt one to the other. Men don't do that!" - they so do!

"Why dont women jusy give in to their post-ovulatory, physiological chocolate cravings - their bodies are asking for it! They shd give it a treat."

"I dont understand why a women would rather drive ard the block to get another parking lot than parallel park, even though her destination is right in front."

"Why do women have to buy just because it's 'ON SALE'?" -no we dun...not all of us anyw

"Why are you perpetually worried abt having to lose weight? Some of you are so skinny! Most men like their girls slighty fleshy. That why, they are more huggable."

"Why do they NEVER seem to have enough closet space?" - now this is a funny one. -_-

KINDA hard to explain and answer it all, guys.
we hav qns for u too.
but they seriously dun get it rite....huh.
 
cedar open house
09.11.04 (1:06 am)   [edit]

yst went movies with sis. watched tt big fat orange lazy cat thing.
garfield...i tink the jokes are meant to be funni, as in sarcastically.
it was lame la ok
bleh...but sis wanna watch it.
=/

then todae...morn got open hse.
we performed for most of the grps tt came in...we actuallie ran outta souveniers! hmm ya
then like, the seniors chose all the concert pieces. which i did NOT play, except for one stupid song.which we did not perform?
hmpf
anyw...had funn i guess? we/they played colours of the wind, then practised under the sea and les miserables but did not perform for those pple, then phantom of opera.
colours was lyk, so so nice? i hardly had any B...even if i do hav, i missed it all. onli concentrate on As..
phantom was alrite...except i messed up a bit cos i duno how to do the...*how u spell this?* shelly thing. only did it once, and i forgot le. yanyi got irritated i tink. *opps*
then like, cun keep up for under e sea, n les miserables...lynette had to guide me all the way, cos i only decided to play when they were halfthru the song? it was fun tho! but this time, reali reali veh screwed up. hahaa
i kept laughing. n forgetting my notes...(cant blame me, they are pretty far apart.)
A4 n D3 i tink...ya. veh far apart lo

guzheng played so loud la. can hear from duno where...
=/
hmphh too
haha, anyw...they sounded pretty coordinated? tts gd
hmm...beat cld play too. tts gd-er
hahaa
oh ya...marion liying n sokyin came to as2 for sum reason, n they were kinda late...so got stuck with hearing phantom
ya then. liying n sokyin kinda scolded me for not gg dakota for cope.
they actually said it was okay. OK they said
o.O
yeahh...my teacher got pretty pissed too. cos she gotta go tok to mrs.lee bout me...about me choosing to be in the open hse rather than ipw.
but hey. i love my cca
okk...maybe not love, but i like it
=P

saw beat n teresa after open hse. but din recognise beat at first
so din say hi
=/
teresa...i tink she cut her hair? ya its cute!
=D so did aruna
and me
comments on my hair was reali...ugh
"yr previous hairstyle looks better on you"
"wait till i get used to this hairstyle then i will tell u"
-.-

isit tt badd?

ahhshit. jus realised our grp onli hav 2 pple who went dakota todae. =o
dun i jus feel so bad?

 
cut.out.give.gone.now?
09.05.04 (5:11 am)   [edit]

heyy!
i cut my hair...and fringe.
it looks quite horrible at first sight. budden...the hair is alrite la.
i like my ponytail so muchh! its shorter...n it bounces.
=D haha
reminds me of charmaine.
hmm..
anyw...its reali nice! onli the fringe abit weird on me...
=(

hmm...benoi asked me go out with the rest on friday.
but i jus went out last tues with them
n i din reali enjoy it much
shld i go?
told him i wun, but he kinda kept asking me
hmm. i wld feel so bad to not go in the end
but it dun reali make a diff anyw..
aiyahh
duno la
reali reali dunno
so stupided
=X
blehh..

anyw, jason, u beta be glad k.
gave u tt pressie..
i ditched my friends on tt day during the outing to get u a gift.
=P
thank me ya?
but i cun find any nicer ones in the shop...the rest veh weird.

anyw...be happie!
ughh...i acting so cheery...too hyper
=/
hope the present n card n mayb the letter cheered u up, sumhow?
=)
i luv my words on the card for u.
its so short and sweeet.
and cute, haha
lol

haiz!
sian-ed
pple are so bz.
so hardworking...
muggin all day longg, studying
working so hard to stay
i always said i've been trying so hard to stay
but when did i reali reali did my best?
i did my best in exams and tests
but did i revise to the limit?
m i undisturbed during revision times?
instead, i slacked. but i really dun hav tt kinda...
-push-
when shld it happen, i always ask.
when wld tt day come?
i realise. i've been always waiting
while eveyrone's doing it (not everyone..but u get me. rite? yes u do)
i m here waiting
and waiting
for everything to come smoothly my way
for studies, and more
i din do anything..
not much anyway
tho there are times i reali really tried so hard...n failed again and again.
i lost my confidence. my standard is just there
wad u want me to do?
mayb i shld really start again. like last time
previously i always work and study soo so hard
till i disliked all who come near me
and in turn, they returned mutal feelings
in sch n such
dun wan tt to happen again...but i dun wan my results to be so...redd n let mumm down again.
i let her down more than i shld alr
and everyone else too i guess?
its been 4 years
since i reali did to my limit
i haven't been showing my best
n doing my best
or trying my best the entire time
only sometimes
but these smtimes seldom happen now
maybe i shld call tt few times.
or rare times..

maybe this shld all happen again. from now
right?
(yr answer shld be-)
*nods*

 
teachers dayy
09.02.04 (8:35 am)   [edit]

happie tchers day...tt was yst.
anyw, celebrations in cedar was alrite. the usuall...
hmm. watched captains ball n volley for a while...can tell the students are actually letting teachers win. i tink? then bball, i stayed longer.
then sylvia dragged me back to class. ya.
had funn gossiping with irene and watching jams and chris while watching bball. blehh...the male teachers play rough la...tt NUS guy was ok.
hmm...

then like, it was indoor concert after tt le..
hmms..
it was fine
lilin and i pasted the 2N heart nicely at a purple patch of the wall on the left. on its own. the only nice nice pink-cum-black proudly and cutely done by charmaine neo of 2n, on tt part of the wall.
ahha.
so wonderfully nice of us

yupp. kinda enjoyed 3.H FM thing...kinda, cos i still liked it after 4 times of watching it repeatedly.
results of competitions for the levels finally out?
ya
then the rest of concert was okay..
bit screwed up at the end but its fine lahh huhh

went out with ex-classmates and we all din bother visiting the prisch before tt.
reached amk mrt first with christine and led her to the atm, then i was circling about and calling felicia. WHOM I CANT GET.
then like pace here and there trying to find a familiar face. i did notice this weird tall guy staring at me since i stepped infront of him with christine, even until i waved gdbye to her.
hmm.
so i went closer. blehh...i feel bad for not realising its him at first glance.
benoi and zhikai were there first. zhikai totally ignored my presence and was like, so into his stupid darn phone? playing games. benoi said hi and stuff.
nice ol him..oh yayy
then timothy yichen and henry came. made them say hi, and tensed silence again.
what happened to the girls when u need them? bleh!
kwanchiu came, i got reali bored cos noone talks to me. so i sat nex to him and we started toking. n calling.
benfoo xianyong and aloysius were next.
i finally spotted felicia lahh! tt stupid girl. so latee...
stupid girl la ok. dun dare go near the guys. i gotta pull her close k.
hmpf
then more came..priscillia! haha
chatted, and feli n pris sumhow went 10 m away from the boys slowly.
hmm
then jeremy arrived. late. 40 mins late i tell ya.
then its anna.
yupp. last one...sortcheng end up din come. W/O telling us!
another stupid ger.
hahaa...lets see. i m a schoolist. n i feel crappy rite now
shall analyse everyone
ri- 3
amk-2
anderson-2
cat high- 5
zhonghua- 1
cedar- 1
cedar- 1
cedar- 1
tts about it.
okayys. then we went ps..
n discussed wad movie to watch n after much consideration, everyone agreed on the face.
korean movie
looks scary. horror

then after the girls went to eat, including me, the boys somehow got another choice and decided AGAINST wad we, the girls, wanted to watch.
they bought tix for bourne supremacy.
hell lahh!
din even watch the first part lo
big-headed idiots la
cat high, ri so wad
hmphh ok

but still went to watch in the end...all of us split up before the movie tho.
face- 2.30
bourne- 4.15
unfortunately, bourne was chosen la.
stupidded
feli and i went off on our own and we explored the place arnd ps. decided it was boring after going thru 4 empty retarded shopping malls (such as the singapore shopping centre?) and went back in time for bourne.

it was alrite...the action was seriously...not my type?
ok how do i say this. the action is not tensed as it shld be, its too rushed tho its supposed to be. BUT even before u get excited, the action ends.
wads the pt?
or maybe i jus dunnoo how to enjoy this movie cos i m being reali pissed at the boys.
guess so...so dun flame me.
i was like shifting my position every 7 seconds la, pull my legs up, cross my legs, put leg on chair in front of me, shake leg, cross arms and stare ahead, shift head side to side to slp comfortably, swinging legs off one side, seated in a veh pai kia version while trying to knock off felicia's right leg hanging on mine.
she was like joking and laughing while we were supposed to be watching the movie la.
i slp a bit.
pris oso slpt.
kwanchiu kept complaining lah he
timothy was cute and he covered his ears.
timothy henry and kwanchiu finished popcorn before advertisments were done.
hmm!

so pissed off la. at first everything and everyone were fine and nice and shy.
buden i got really irritated with the rest of the boys la.
totally damn annoyed by them.
benoi is fine...he is nice and he talks. he actually talks.
benfoo is fine cos he is shorter than 160. =D
kwanchiu is fine cos he talks too, too talkative and he bangs my head often but tts not the prob.
feli is like totally cute and stuff? u noe..
the rest...insults ppl shorter than a retarded height of 160 la. shit them..haha. but tts not the reason i m pissed.

then went back.
in jeremy's mum's carr.
before tt, he (not jeremy) was being totally sweet and romantic and gave me a present before waving gdbye and runnin' off.
=P
how fantastic
thenn jeremy's mum came to fetch feli and i. we got kinda afraid cos jeremy gotta reali perv look..like wanna eat u up and dun leave a bone lying.
yukk.
total yuckies
yuckk
buden his mum is super ultra nice la
dropped feli off first, then she dropped jeremy, then she was chatting with me on the way to my hse.
all veh near each other la huh. amk all the wayy
then ya

basically tuesday was a fine fine dayy.
except the fact tt i m being laughed at for not being 160 and taller.
so wad if u 182 or 176 or 164?
i dun care la huh!
(actually i do)
hmph.
i wun wanna be tt tall
*i m lying*

sighh.
haii
realised i m crappin' thru this entry and its getting pretty long.
shall stopp here
hmms?
yeahh.
tts it for today.

anyw...weds was alrite. and today's...an okay day in sch. chi test went pretty well i guess?
gd luck chlo, evan, yeongeun, beat, nikki, jams, chris, whoeva and wadeva tt exists in my class.
hmm yea..

 


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