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National Track & Field Championships 2004
07.28.04 (6:04 am)   [edit]
yayy!
track meet todae...
so damned excited lor...
then ya!

ok...saw jennifer run. cheer like siao. clap like siao too.
cool!
then like, raffles....one of their family, they were hitting drums and we jus cut in to cheer.
they beat 3 times, then we scream "CEDAR!" when raffles are supposed to cheeer instead.
haha

anyway,
the shitty thing is...
it rained bout 3 times?
heavy rain lor....
then those in the grand stand and SJI, VS get to stay.while, raffles family, singapore sports sch, few others, went out almost immediately. then we stayed for a bit, then teachers started dragging us out, scolding us for staying in the rain.
siao sia.
i stayed, then like...in the end, the rain stopped after tt.
got pissed, but at least can still continue the track meet?

yupp...then got very very excited.
and the relays started...the BEST part of all!
the guys were damn fast...flying lor....JC students oso...both genders.
females from sec sch...its fast alr lor.
and like, tough fight.
singapore sports school lahh!

no offence, and i dun care if they diss me for saying this. this time, i really dun bother if they are tt offended.
they seriously took champions and other good trackers from other schools, and call them their own!
i know i m really biased and its actually THEIR students alr, but i really feel so...ughh.
then they kept winning.
which i admire them about it.
pretty small population cheering for the sch tho..

then, its pretty funn...more than last yr cos i cun see anything. but this time, we stood up to cheer and watch more than half the time...only first half hour we sat down, actually.

then...like, while sum ppl hit the drums sumwhere in the rafflesian family, cedar cut in and cheered before they started.
haha...so bad rite?
but oh well!

then, today cant hear much of st nix cheering...only bits and pieces, and of cos...chi. high.
vs oso cant hear at all...cos SJI sumwad louder.
kinda looked forward to being sumwhere near vs, like head prefect told us...but we ended up oppo of them in the stadium.
eish lor~

ok, then someone told me this stupid fact.
st nicks say they thrashed us.
WHICH IS SO NOT TRUE.
get double champs lahh...but we still got a nice silver and bronze!
yupp.

but nvm lor...i seriously think they deserve to win. jus as much as WE deserved to get first as well...haha?
and like, i wld choose...rather to let st nix win...than sports sch to get 1st.
i so bad sia!
but who cares?

din really bother bout the other winners...but i do know...chi high boys kept delibrately trying to block OUR banner. and waved THEIR flag infront of our cedar banners.
hmphh ok!

but nvm lah.
i shall choose to forgive them for their unforgivable sin.

then we crossed over, and the cedarians stood infront of RI banner waving flags....
lol.
smiled seeing the trackers all huddled together to cheer and jump about.
then left the stadium with christine...this time not getting lost, fortunately?
haha!

whole time we've been cheering non-stop like siao lor...but its so much funn!
haha...hope we sounded real loud?

Three cheers for Cedar!

Ole-

"Why CEDAR so PRO~"
 
on the journey back
07.27.04 (12:19 am)   [edit]
back to sch le!
hehehe....
thurs went back, then in a loss suddenly. esp science.
was so confused lor...
aiyohh.
then, anyway...tt day was pretty rough for me.
handbell instructor was almost blaming me for not practicing. (how to?)
then like, i cldn't get into the performing grp lor...ppl say its cos of my illness.
which is so totally unfair?!

ok nvm then...gd news is tt i can finally use and touch the com!
or, at least the internet and msn!
oh yayy...

ahh yes.
tmr track meet le!
wowwness...
cedar beta win ks!
or jus do their best.
aim for the best.
noe its not easy, but heyy...

st nicks so...ughh...about it lor, double champs twice in a row for 2 consecutive years.
so wad?
good lah...but hey!
we cheer better!
they make excuses, say we copycat.

shit them lah.
actually dun hate them k...
but they so meann!
sniff cann!
SNIFF*

but they not bad lah.
haha...cedar's track beta!
or best

tmr mel and wj gg cheer on rgs for bball finals le...then miss the track meet?
aiyohh.
rgs vs scgs

okiex.
done for blogging.
bit tired le...
sniff~

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uneventful boreded days
07.18.04 (10:36 pm)   [edit]
i miss them man...
teacher dun let me go back sch...
=(

but hey, i tried.
argued with the teacher but i gotta consider ppl who havent had the chickies...
sighh!

oh ya, beat and mel?
deleted the entry cos i realised, its my bad.
i m not gonna let sucha entry stay and ruin our moods k
sorry...
i mean it

=|

i m still bored-

and stupid chee and jeremy aint helping
 
sum quiz
07.18.04 (7:43 pm)   [edit]
check it out...see if cgss really suit u most.
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bdays to be happy about
07.16.04 (5:55 am)   [edit]
happie birthday, beat.
happie bday to lilin, liming, and elaine too.
hav fun!

sry cant give u a pressie now...in case u din notice, i will not be gg sch for weeks. doubt i will mail u yr present.
 
the skye is fallin'. but not for me
07.12.04 (7:10 am)   [edit]
heard skye's down...down...for 2 peepos. haha. i actually missed out all the fun! no fairness...
sighh
wish i cld go back soon.
but nooo....theres still more than a week left of my rest.
HMPH.

anyway
i rmbed i was being badd...
only realised when i saw 'belated birthdays'
omg i feel DAMN BAD!

Happy Belated Birthday to...u-know-who-u-are! i m really sorry i couldn't get you a present this year...i can't even go out! even if i wanna get u smth, i wanna get it for u myself and not ask someone else to yeah?
hehe..
maybe if u remind me next yr or if i happen to rmb on christmas or smth...i shall give u a nice big one!
in return for the nice big one u gave ME.
ME.
btw, this is prob the year when u had yr worst bday eva...yes? but u wun tell anyone!
okie...umm...hav a fun time missing me?

haha..oh yes.
heard everyone's said yes to the agreement abt tt performance thingy.
glad jamie did so. *who was the nice kind one who forced her to?*
or maybe for once...she did it willingly!
tts cool.
christine too. she jus agreed without much hesitation.
in fact, everyone else did. only jams decided to be extraded and go on being extraded she was, and wldnt agree until now.
well, hmpf to u too girl.

so...we having another session soon...i heard? trust me, i heard a lot.
but, as soon as i m able to go out and meet the sun again...lets jus meet up sometime REAL SOON and get it all done.
prob last practice before the real thing IF mrs.foong agrees to let us do it.
hope everyone is able to make it.
or else...theres no point at all...
-done-

s'been long since i touched this blog man. long time since i touched my fanfics and my songs too. my voice is lazy...my fingers are too...too caught up with lit bk and maths chi sci hw to notice all these actually, up till now?
sigh~
see i so guai even during resting time?
i cant stand it.
dun wanna fail.
start to be hardworking now so i better start alr!


okie this is real funnie...they are not itchy at all in the first place! in fact...more sharps pains then itches.
*scratch scratch*
lol
my fever went 39.1!
then dropped to 38.8...soon..
*snuggle back into soft pillows blanket and my jacket*
haiz

but now gotta work work work. mum's been ordering me about.
stoopid lahhs

whens my homework gonna drop by? get tt visit to be here soon ks...i need those homework cos i m almost done with mine now...

things are getting too boring these days.
i miss u guys so much!
havent been staring much at the sunn...so sadd
been cooped up so longg
but still hav so much left.

-the skye is like a patchwork blanket-
with bunnie-shaped clouds and nice nice rainbows
 
driftin' awayy~
07.07.04 (4:31 am)   [edit]
oh no...cant go funfair le. shall nvr see them eva again!
this is jus so sad.

anyway, sch started n this is the second week...beat's back!
to ruin my life once and for all again.
*sigh*
then like...got bit upset ova stupid stuff, but decided to ignore it...then when i got all happier, THIS stupid thing has to happen rite now.
!
i got it.
it is bad.
stupid lah

now sisters avoiding me...
made sure i dun touch them or pass it to them..
i sat bit further from the rest on dining table tonite...ate from this small red bowl i dug up from the kitchen. filled it half with vege meat. and gulped down bout 4 pills.
ugh ok.

now feeling bitter about the friday performance thingy which we aint gonna do after all...idiot chye lah.
oh ya, i do hope tay goes slower than his pace rite now...its kinda quick.
weird~
okayy...

now living in total isolation from others...
i tink?
mum was being bit idiotic about it and "blamed" me for having it rite now...cos big sis gg University Orientation soon, and 2nd sis alr starting O Levels stuff, and her prelims soon.
so only crystal hav not much problems about it.
tho i was sure she stared at me, and backed away from me at the dining table jus now...
so mean!
then mum started being better and promised to teach me maths...chinese...blahh wadeva.
i jus realised tts not nice at all.
but anyway, my family's being mean to me.
dad kept diggin' up tt stupid topic again and again tho its obvious i dun wanna talk about it.

i flinch wheneva sisters started to ask about it. worriedly.
like i wanted it to happen and risk everything, which may cause them to get it as well.
big meanies...
but i dun really blame them for doing tt lahhs...

may update my featherinsky again...haha...after leaving it to rot on its own for few months and stuff?
oh yeahh.
may stick to com, cos i tink sis n family wun be touching it much. got my germs and stuff rmb? yar i was saying about sticking to this com...hmms...then like wanna try new stuff and change my templates in the others and stuff.

anyone, contact me if u want.
but then again...maybe not.
can't help but feel this irritatingly annoying big lump in my throat whenever sisters inch away from me...apparent fright...on their faces.
dun tink i not worried too k.
will try my best to not hav any close contact alrite.

 
was being boreded
07.02.04 (11:33 pm)   [edit]

fren showed me this, from sum blog.

"Cedar Girls' ( an excellent school if I might say so myself, also convenient transport and excellent reputation. Nothing could be better in my opinion ) "

glad to hear 'we hav an excellent reputation'
so...wadeva happened to the "st nicks rox, cedar sux"?
not tt i mean it... (both schs are fine. none suck)
ahh~


 
poems..
07.02.04 (8:32 pm)   [edit]
i wrote a poem on friday...and saw another one on jason's blog...
she wrote it.
its lovely, yet depressing
i jus havta put it here
=)

=new pain=

i was surfing through the net.
looking at some stuff.
and i came across something.
that reminded me of the past.

i thought i'd put it behind me.
and forget its' hurtful song.
but it seems it didn't happen.
self deception all along.

as soon as i saw her name.
it reminded me of the start.
when we were first total strangers.
then connected heart to heart.

it had been a beautiful story since.
a blossomed friendship it seemed.
but when trust took it's test one day.
the friendship flowed downstream.

then the art of healing.
i left it to time.
i thought it had worked.
but it was still fresh in my mind.

the old wound i thought.
had opened once again.
with fresh blood dripping out.
i feel once more, new pain.


~beat's blog. its poem


 


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