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| Swimming! Tests. |
| 03.31.04 (12:07 am) [edit] |
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ok re-thinking~... Tuesday- Swimming was fun. gotta bring pajamas next time...then we did 6 laps of backstroke, 6 laps of freestyle, 8 laps of frogstyle and trapwater thingy. Got a bloodied finger. Wednesday- History and Maths test. quite simple. but dun tink i wld score high marks. god bless me and other 2Ners then. ahh~ grp 3 handbell practice form now on till concert cancelled! oh hurray. |
| scaryy |
| 03.29.04 (5:39 am) [edit] |
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ahh...ms sheela resigned! whoa. WOAH. i was like so stoned when i heard tt...=( so she is not my fav teacher...but still, like clara said, she IS quite a good teacher...she just demoralises herself too much! and tts not gd. nuh-uh. so sadd man. i shall miss her soo much. darn* hmms. handbell sucked again today. got glared by teacher so many times. ohwells. i'm not gonna waste me precious time typing the process out. its stupid. who cares if she thinks, THINKS, i m not serious abt the concert? its her prob. i m ok...I tried. I TRIED! wad can I do abt it if i m not talented? hmpf. idiot lahh...arghh* then felt so extra in grp 1 practice...ohwells, teach is gonna...she said she is gg to tell mrs ong abt this. mrs ong is gonna find out abt me and the others i hav dragged along, and scold us for nothing. after tt lecture, i wld probably get kicked out man...this is stupidest of all. no reason kick out. nvm lahh...not like i will die? anyways...dun tink i will go mgs concert liaoz...no mood to, and i dun wanna spend sat night in sum darn cold place staring at bells clanking away. okk...handbell is nice enough, just tt I dun feel like gg lahs. transport problems. i live in amk and mgs is ALL the way at bukit timah! (i think) OooOo...got back the quiz thingy by 3 ppl...funni wacky answers i got from mel. expected but still humourous ones from jams. eyebrow-twitching and teeth-gritting answers from nsn. all kinda expected lahhs...yup. its kinda fun to know how ppl tink of u sumtimes. but usually its not the entire truth, but nvm lah! hehex. oh yar...I DO NOT LIKE PINK! pink is girlish! ok...i only like pale pink. but i HATE hot pink. i HATE dark pink. i HATE bright neon pink! only light pink is ok...and sumore all 3 of them commented i liked tt colour. UGH. *rolls eyes* do i really make ppl tink of pink? tts bad. real bad. |Motivation is everything. You can do the work of two people, but you can't be two people. Instead, you have to inspire the next.|~ Alicia Chan, msn nick. |
| cheers to u and to me |
| 03.28.04 (1:16 am) [edit] |
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hey...i realised, from how me frenz express themselves these days...tt they aint feeling their best. hmms...it seems to influence many. ohwells. i reply from nikki's recent blog entry ova here...so yeah. nic: wa? y everybody liddat...all of us r irritating in our own way. u are, i am, we all are! so yeahh...u aint tt bad like u tink u are! plus, u can actually be like me...i write out my problems. even those sudden mood swings i often hav...then i end up annoying those who read my blogs. haha...but who cares? its YOUR blog. the most, u put to private mode or lock it lah. at least u MAY feel beta writing it all out. be selfish sumtimes...its not like everybody ard u and i are selfless. think again, are they? nobody is 100% selfless, so u hav no reason to be. =) think of others...but still, u DO havta think of yrself as well. u knoe...i actually kinda like this advice of mine! HA. |
| strangers |
| 03.28.04 (12:27 am) [edit] |
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ahh~ help! i think i rmb vaguely tt i went IRC last yr then met this guy, think i left my hotmail add. added him last time and he chatted with me yst. sheesh~ the other strangers i met online are intro-ed by clara/beat. but this guy v scary lor. so he is nice, so he is interested in cedar. but hey...he kept saying stupid things abt how much he care for me and stuff liddat. WHEN WE DO NOT EVEN KNOW EACH OTHER IN REAL LIFE. -_- woah, heck. I dun even know him THAT well, how can he actually 'care' about me? liar man. only talk. okies anyways, he like sum stalker lehs...aiyah. now i dun bother bloggin out anythin else abt it lah. nex time den do it. stan (feat.dido) by Eminem...the song rock! |
| Disappointments |
| 03.24.04 (4:31 am) [edit] |
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Got back Geog test. Got sip(korean. wanna know, go check it out yourself.) I am close to being ashamed of such a result. Not a failure though. I was not surprised, but did not really expect that kind of...result. Mum lectured me about it. Not scolding, but just a warning. My geog results hav never made me frown. Everything seem to change this year man...and i dun like it. Kinda disappointed to get this mark, but what can i do? Just study hard for the next...plus, I only studied wet-rice for tt test, and wet-rice didn't come out. Oh well. Now even my big-sis commented from my CA tt it wasn't my best...I DID try my best! I studied more this year...It has always been like this, even for Nicholyn. Fine. Then i WUN do my best. It won't hurt to slack anyway. Why is it always like this? Weird about how i can't figure out why. Everything seems to work upside-down. |
| Swimming course- |
| 03.22.04 (11:45 pm) [edit] |
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woah. Just got back and bathed liaoz...forgot abt lunch tho...hehe yahh swimming was fun FUN FUN! SWIMMING ROCKS MY WORLD!!! really. i luv it, just not gd at it. -_-...yep anyway, i got this funni instructor...Danny Yeow or smth liddat...dunno how to spell his name lahh! then kinda tired...so longg din swim liaoz, and time realli flies. by the time we only did like, 3 breast-stroke laps, 2 freestyle laps and sum other stuff, we are headed to the bathrooms alreadi (do u call them bathrooms? toilets ar?) yup and guess what? I ACTUALLY FORGOT TO BRING MY BLOUSE/PE SHIRT ALONG! damn it lor...sooo malu! embarrasing k? I can actually run out in my sports bra and grab my shirt lor...(risk my pride along the way) but i chose not to. obviously not right? then i poked my head out and yelled soooo many times for pete's sake! only tt teacher heard me and she was like so -_-|| at me can? then continued shouting at the rest to hurry up. darn her lah! the entire time picking on 2N...stupid. then i continued screaming for my classmates to at least help? see? this just goes to show tt u can't exactly trust others...yeah, considering the fact tt usually, nobody's willing to help me in all these easy tasks, other than studies. finally, liming heard me...but threw me some other person's blouse instead. sheesh~ of cos i din take it...then liming din wanna go out to help me take, so i called yeong eun instead. NO ONE heard me at first, then this really REALLY kind soul from sum other unknown class stared at me peeping out and shrieking like sum nutty nincompoop and helped me out by calling over to yeong eun and the rest (yeah she's clever enough to know who are my classmates.). yupp, then wonderful yeong eun lended me her PE tee...soo grateful can? I was on the verge of rushing out to get some decent clothing to wear on my top lor...=P thanks, Yeong Eun, for lettin' me wear ya pe shirt!!! (and ignoring me b4 tt...) oso, thk-Q liming for her effort. but seriously, do i shout THAT soft? hmms...hope not. oh ya! and i thank tt kind soul too...=DD next time, i m bringing my bag over to the cubicle. a lesson learnt. -_- how to face the world tmr? oh wells...'this too shall pass'! lolz. Yup yup, then after tt Shimin and Liming walked outta the place with me...and shimin and i decided to be nice souls and accompany Liming to the interchange (liming taking mrt). somehow, we took abt 15 mins to get there. -_- diao~ yeahh...then i noticed val jenn nsn jo and...xiao wei (i tink) walking somewhere behind us at first, then i got this feeling i left smth back with valerie/Jolene lor...but i just can't figure out what. hmms...i go think ltr. yah, can't wait for next tues! lookin' forward, i guess? i will make sure to bring at least 4 blouses to sch tt day then...just in case. oh ya, today got back CA results...so angry k? almost all the marks are totally WRONG can? i m sure i got at least an A2 for geog and chi...and they give me b3 b4 those kind of scores. Ok, usually, i wld be contented with just a B4 already. BUT i m CERTAIN i got a2s for geog lor...they can't do this! =( my chi eng and maths oso. so sick. ok, this is kinda small matter...but i was seriously trying hard not to cry during MT period. but i went to toilet to let sum tears fall after tt. i was practically biting my lips open, its so hard to force the tears down. but ohwell, i hope no one noticed...altho i m sure shimin and chloe did. at first i was soo mad, then slammed the maths and sci book directly in front of chloe when she approached...i tink she got shocked and walked away after tt. *opps* then i re-thinked and anger simmered down...budden i felt more sad. how can like this? esp when i worked hard last term to get As in at least 2 subjects? siao ok...fuck whoever who typed those results wrongly. fuck whoever who laughs at me. hmpf. damn those who thinks this is funni. damn them to hell. this is just me being emotionally unstable, and i just wanna write it out, so dun use this as an excuse to flame me. I accept no ill reviews. I'll just delete them, dun blame me if i do tt. i warned u already. |To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.|~ Adapted from Xian Yong's msn nickname. |
| Test Results- |
| 03.22.04 (4:35 am) [edit] |
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WOOOOOT!!!! woohooo...congrats man! My sis passed her Basic Theory test...for driving car...soo cool right? =) And yeah..i m quite satisfied with me chi common test marks as well...*i shall ignore the fact tt stupid jamie and irene ALWAYS beat me by few marks.* unfairness in the world...ok anyway, i got 50! for the FIRST TIME in my secondary life! =DD and jamie? dun try to demoralise me by reminding me YOUR score even in MY blog can? -_- I m feelin' happi now, dun mess it. humpf.  Youth ?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla hah. I m so not popular. I m quite contented just being this little nobody i am right now. |
| random-chatterbox |
| 03.22.04 (2:03 am) [edit] |
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hey its so cool its so cool!!! KEWL! I added this great authoress to me msn...and chatted with her. sucha nice gal, with nice stories as well. yuppz! she rock. =P k...tmr starting swimming course liaoz...scared sia, i dun wanna go malu myself infront of the class leh! other classes ok lah...but esp ppl i know, and those are ppl i see almost everydae lor! die die. sniff~ I m gonna die!!! so humiliating cann? i cant swim well...din really swim for years and years and...well...years. waah~~ die lahh. anyway, today's handbell sucked big time. for once, i dislike mrs.aw. she's cute alright, but she dun understand lahh! sumore in 'Espana', outta 7 pages (I think its 7 pages...or 8?), my notes are only in the last 3 pages can? dun blame me for missing a few of my notes lor...i was sleeping for the 1st 4 pages man. who ask her to give me the 3 highest notes? darn*...I hate tt song. canon and rondeau improved...or tts wad teach said. yeahh... |
| Calm soul of mine. Doesn't it calm u down as well? |
| 03.17.04 (11:05 pm) [edit] |
See how bored i am??? You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what you do best. You collected thoughts and always positive attitude make you very bright and logical. When theres a problem, you know how to approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on you on their problems, and your shoulder for their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and hardly scream, which makes you good with kids. You seem to be in tune with the world and if anything goes wrong, you always bounce back. What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla calm? U CALL ME CALM. and I tell ya, satan is pure if u eva say tt. *no i do not mean tt. I hate the devil* sheesh. wad a pack of lies. but nvm...=P see my other quizzes i took in the other blog! =) |
| Chinese Elements- Metal |
| 03.17.04 (10:30 pm) [edit] |
 You are the chinese element of Metal. People who are under the element of Metal are organized, discriminating and tidy. Metal, you are a trigger, and also very controlling and hate being wrong. The color of metal is white and your symbol is the tiger. Autumn is the season in which metal shines, and it's months are July/August. Your weather condition is clear. Metal is the direction of west, and your day is Friday, while your planet is Venus. Animals under your element are usually furred. People under you are Tibetan. Your sense is smell, your taste is acrid/spicy, your sound is lamenting and your virtue is righteousness. Your organ are the lungs. You were created by Earth and control Wood. Which of the 5 Chinese Elements Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
| Charlotte Chan Shu Tai |
| 03.17.04 (9:53 pm) [edit] |
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These are a buncha nice chinese quotes from Charlotte, in traditional chinese. [right click, change encoding to- Chinese Traditional (big5)] ~能夠戀 愛真是& #24184;福，&# 31649;它結 3616;如何 290; ~過去並 不重要& #65292;目前&# 33287;將來 5165;是重# 201;。 ~愛人尚 有一分& #30171;苦的&# 24555;感， 0294;被愛& 500;有窒ö 87;感以ࣨ 6;，就凈 ;得沉悶 。 ~縱然舉 案齊眉& #65292;到底&# 24847;難平 2290; ~每個人 都是另& #19968;個人&# 30340;傻子 2290; ~愛情是 一種瘟& #30123;，足&# 20197;致命 2290; ~生命只 需好，& #19981;需長&# 12290; ~愛情不 是學問& #65292;不用&# 23416;習。 3509;果愛 968;個人ʌ 92;發乎ࠣ 9;心，難 ;以遮掩 ，自然& #32780;然以&# 22905;為重 5292;這是 278;本能ʌ 92;不費 1;灰之力 ;。 ~失去的 東西，& #20854;實從&# 20358;未曾 0495;正的 660;於你ʌ 92;也不ও 7;惋惜。 ; ~我們為 失去的& #30171;心，&# 19981;外是 2240;為不 976;心離ž 83;那最ࣲ 9;的東西 ;。 ~我們的 心，都& #26377;過滴&# 34880;的時 0505;，傷 475;或許å 09;了，߭ 4;是疤痕 ;長留。 ~有選擇 的便不& #26159;愛。 ~每個人 都如一& #26412;書，&# 37117;有可 5264;之處A 292;只是ć 77;些封༣ 4;設計太 ;差，不 能引起& #35712;者打&# 38283;扉頁 0340;興趣 290; ~感情的 事不是& #19968;加二&# 31561;於三 2290; ~世界上 難有一& #24070;風順&# 30340;愛情 1543;？ |
| Bored-ness. Sore-ness. |
| 03.16.04 (8:04 pm) [edit] |
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Bored bOred boRed borEd boreD...BORED. ArGh* ok, this is my 3rd day with this stupid sore throat. terrible... 1st day- Itchy throat and tiny coughs every 7 seconds. (yes i counted) Big sniffles. 2nd day- Funni voice and caught a cold. Throat is sorer than before. Can't talk properly. 3rd- Voice lower by an octave and still cannot speak properly. Worse still, can't sing! Itch in throat is back. shit* I made a mistake...sexy naughty bitchy is nicer than toxic. =P hehs... Shoot! forgot to buy Jolin's album for Charmaine...*opps* I saw it at HMV yst! double shit* sry lahhs. next time kk? prob wait till last day of sch. or nvr. and one more thing, i still haven't return Wanjing's vcd- the one she lent me a year ago during Feb. -_- triple shit* uh-oh. maybe after march holis...? I will rmb! p.s. my other blog is nvr updated. only for quizzes. |
| Intoxicated |
| 03.16.04 (5:29 am) [edit] |
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Today went out with Jamie Nikki and Mel. (so sry beat not able to go...)Planned to go beach...for kayaking or cycling or just splashing in water and screaming on the cliffs...budden ended up to the movies at Lido and neoprints at Heeren. So cliche. =P Anyway...I wanted to watch 见鬼2! But they din wan...and i din watch the 1st one. ohwells. So we ended up with tt Haunted Mansion thing. Its horror/comedy crossever right? Quite humourous. Nice lah. Then went for neoprints and we got cut by 3 groups of ppl. -_- they go to hell lah. I was pissed by the time the 3rd grp of ppl cut in b/w. Wanted to say smth then they shoved their way to the neoprint machine. hmph. then when its our turn...we went in and the stupid alarm sounded! whoa...not sure wad happened but its irritating to hear tt ringing in my ears for ard 20 minutes. Just sat there waiting. hn. Ok anyway, the neoprints came out alright. Then we went for another time in the other one...tt one was nicer. Then i made a mistake by dropping a pile of shit on top of Mel's head in one of the pictures. =P I swear it was an accident k! =S yahh...then we shld hav named it "Poo" instead of "Stress". lolz. but theres only 4 secs left and we had no time to clean off the poo...so yeahh, my name was sounded by 3 ppl- Jamie 2 times, Nikki 3 times, and Mel 11 times. Popularity seriously botheres me at times u know? *bhb* lol. Sorry lah, Melissa! Ok yah, had fun today. =) Sexy naughty bitchy- Tata Young= Nice Toxic- Britney= Nicer! Red Blooded Woman- Kylie= NICEST! lol. =P I seriously hav nth beta to do. -_- No point starting on hw since I will juz crap my way thru... |
| Singin' |
| 03.11.04 (10:58 pm) [edit] |
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Argh* I wore wrong socks today...sum below-the-ankle-by-2cm-so cks. Hmms...it can hardly be seen. I kept being asked "Did you wear any socks today?"...and being commented, "I thought u so guai...why like that?" ugh~ *sticks tongue at Marion and Charmaine* Charmaine kept asking my to 'pull my socks' whoa, hidden meanings. Anyway, 我被记& #20102;, by Ms Lee. Then Mdm Er scolded me a lil. Beat Char and Shimin were laughing away...Val too i think? Sheesh ok. But nvm...too bad my clean record was ruined tho. English lesson was nice...I like Clara's voice. V nice, the others are nice as well...just that she seems louder. =) Then, the other grps done well too...and i kinda like Yvonne's group's poem/story. anyways, I think we v disorganised lar...Ms Sheela was just being nice to say otherwise. But hey, our jingle was nice. It's adapted from S Club 7's "Have you ever". heh. Creative writing was boringg...some baldie...haha...I so bad. Anyway, at first, my eyes were droopy and really tryin to stay awake can? He caught me sleeping anyways. And yahh...after tt, went to look at the game of floor-ball or wadeva. At first, there's only 3 ppl- Evan Lilin and Ms chia. Then Mr Toh and Ms Low came. The teachers against students. Evan and the others guarding the goalpost. (Theres only one...) Then Mr Toh like, kinda lousy lah...he kept hitting the ball around HIM and not aiming well and hitting it TOWARDS the goalpost. -_- Then Ms Low seemed v pro lor...Ms Chia oso play until like v pro. They hit so expertly and some went into the goalpost. =) Unlike tt toe. *opps spelling mistake. I didn't mean it* I dunno why i m usually fustrated with every single little thing these days...even tiny actions of my sis. She don't deserve to be glared or scolded by me even though she is whiny and crys all the time. .< I feel so bad. I hav mood swings all the time, and even I am confused about MY actions.> |
| Artistic Souls and Spirits |
| 03.11.04 (10:16 pm) [edit] |
 You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs. What Type of Soul Do You Have ? brought to you by Quizilla |
| Pure Angelic |
| 03.11.04 (10:15 pm) [edit] |
 Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure Angels always appear when a child is born, when a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and show their love to everyone in the world. What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures! brought to you by Quizilla |
| Geography Test |
| 03.11.04 (1:37 am) [edit] |
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This was the first time i felt so stressed over a test. Just a test. Merely a test. A stupid test. Somemore its geography. I usually had confidence in it. But now? I don't wish anything more than a pass. I almost missed handbell today. Sometimes this CCA is sucky and everyone thinks its easy and all that. Well they're wrong, I hardly made into the performing group and even though i m a sec 2, i m still stuck in the sec 1/2 grp and the 2nd best grp. Not the best. After handbell, I met Sylvia, and went up 135 together with Jiahui Junling and her. Bus journey quite nice. Then in the bus, around 4 stops before mine, there's this bunch of 6-7 guys who boarded this bus. My luck. One of the guys...he somehow walked up to my seat and i think he bent down, then like whispered to me " Hey girl, wake up...你的站& #24555;到了&# 12290;" I was like, closing my eyes that time. I felt a little annoyed so i ignored him and continued rolling my eyes while it stayed closed. Then i felt that they went up to sit behind me when the guy didn't get a response from me. I was feeling my worst today and he had to make it worse. Not that it matters much, but i was thinking a lot and he interrupted my thoughts. I forgot what i was thinking about...Then he like, slung his arm near my neck (seated behind me. and luckily he din dare touch me. that will earn him a red cheek. Dun think i dun dare.) and like, prodded me awake. Like hell i was sleeping. Then I opened my eyes with this really irritated frown and i glared back at him, then he was like " 对不起& #21908;！不&# 26159;故意 5226;你吵% 266;的。” That was so insincere. Then i rolled my eyes and faced front again, staring at the little black dot on the pole. Interestingg huh? Then I think he turned back and called out to the rest of the guys with him " 他不理& #25105;耶!" Then the others hooted and whistled. Siao guy. Then nearing my stop, he turned to me again after that and asked my age. I glared at him slightly and didn't respond either. He whined to his friends again and they were like, whistling again. Hmms...I didn't get to catch a glimpse at him. What if he is handsome? Then that's too bad...*opps* I only saw him in a black/dark shirt and a white cap. He's got quite a nice voice as well. Then i was like, ignoring him and i tink he was looking at me as i got up to leave. Then he was waving and shouting Bye 3 times to me and i got off, rolling eyes again. The other, the ONLY other girl in the bus looked back and looked at me, surprised. What's wrong with me? Why is everyone poking fun at me?! |I've hated you since the start, the beginning of everything, sincerely, and from the bottom of my broken heart| |
| Chinese common test and talk on insurance |
| 03.09.04 (10:51 pm) [edit] |
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I brought the large bag with the present in it today, to sch. so big. but its nice! charles and keith...=) nikki forgot to bring the b-day card so we made it by art lesson, and wrote everything in it during art. then our dearest, kind art teacher gave us these b-e-a-u-tifulz homemade bookmarks, and 2 sweets/chocolates cos its her 2nd last lesson with us! sooo nice of her right? thanks ms chia...=)) eng was quite nice...while hearing and seeing ppl screaming ard, my grp invented this really useful product for the near future. NEAR future i say. then like, its SURE to be popular with students man...students like me, like us, who hates sadistic boring cranky teachers who hate us students as well. -_- yuppz. recess we gave the present. or rather, chloe took it from me and chucked it at the b-day girl and i passed the done-up card to her, mel wished her a 'happy birthday' i tink? then nikki screamed. stupid beat lah! go and hug her suddenly. ugh* then like, she did tt to me previous morning too. nikki shld hav known its only beat, who else? then like, turn ard and slap her on the face or smth. yst, i tink i only got to slap her shoulder...*shoot* yup, then i tink wj khong and clara saw the card as well, then i dunno if she like the present. maybe not, but even if tts the case, doesn't mean she is allowed to like, TEAR apart the wrapping paper in front of ME ritez? grr! then she was ripping it open LOUDLY and oh-so-accidentally, like this 3-yr-old kid liddat. onyl rougher. but 3-yr-olds r merely curious and innocent, maybe impatient as well. but they can be forgiven. and, she made it as if it was the most difficult task to even squeak out a 'thank you' to me. hmpf. talk on insurance was boringg and i slept throughout the first part. 2nd part...the lady was ok, just hav a weird accent. then ltr...chi common test 2 was easier than the first, i tink? then the compre was simpler...but the close passage ar, i feel its slightly more harder than the previous one. yeahh...i hopei get better marks this time! =D sumore I noticed 2N's chinese standard went up...better now. yah. p.s. curse that bee which buzzed around and caused majority of us to resort to jumpin' and shriekin' abt during CE and english lessons. dun miss us, dun come back, and dun get lost again. -_- stupid bee. |
| cool weather and Heartland Mall |
| 03.09.04 (4:20 am) [edit] |
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whoaa...i absolutely LUV this weather cann? its soo cool...=D yayy. sumore when u sleep, u nvr wanna get outta tt bed. (but hey, tts bad.) yahh then i slept in geog again. head plopped down right after nikki. -_- i was SURE ms low stared at me once i confirmed it thrice. *opps* but then...the feeling is soo nice in this weather and i cant help fallin asleep lor. *sighs contentedly* anyway, nikki beat mel and i finally went to heartland mall in search of nsn's present. haizz...and to think the doggie collar thing (supposed to be engraved- Ng Shiang Nee: If lost, pls return to owner- Mojo.) for her had to be cancelled cos none of us had the time to actually travel to changi to buy. or issit sinei or smth? yahh...sumore nikki lives in north serangoon...mel in hougang...beat in upper aljunied(issit joo seng?) then me in amk. soo farr! nvm...we've got present for her liaoz. tho i dunno why we actually bothered to spent our time, effort, money, and energy to shop for one. it started out as a simple comment abt buying her one, then we somehow got serious and planned out what to get her. =P oh wells. classmate wad....then like, i fell in love with one of those realli cute stuff! its like...in this netting thingy, and its a dog bone shaped-thing, and its got these meaningful words abt true frenz and a puppi head sticking out of the right side. its like, $35.90? pity the rest din want it...anyway, even if we DID buy it, i wldn't bear to separate with it and nsn wldn't hav her present. =P yea, then got this bolster which looks sumwhat similar to the dog bone shaped thing(33.90 if i rmb it correctly). and this gigantic milk bottle with puppies in it...and there oso this pup which reminds me of mojo, only tt its too rigid...but we ended up with a big simple thing. then its package is soooo big and troublesome to bring abt. well, i wish her luck for bringing it home tmr then! beat and mel left after tt...then after ordering the present for nikki's bro, we went to wrap shiangnee's present and like...theres no other nicer options other than tt purple wrapping paper we chose (limited selections cann?) sumore we cant get other MUCH MUCH nicer wrapping paper from the other shops...haix. but still, aint it soo thoughtful of us to get her one? then like...the entire plastic bag is the biggest in store...and its like...4 rulers long? (estimation) ok, wad a load of crap i m bloggin'...just hope she likes it. its big and nice. ahh~ mum naggin and i've gotta go study for the stupid chi common test tml...i forgot theres one, again. =( Good luck to 2N2 for the chinese and geog test then. =) |
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| Happy Birthday nsn! |
| 03.08.04 (2:22 am) [edit] |
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Happie B-dae shiang nee! =D all the best to u. omg i din know...i got this funni feeling its someone's b-day todae! =P yeahh. yuppz...sry ar, no presents TODAY. do u mind 1 or 2 days ltr? uhh...i shall take it as a 'no i dun mind' k. =) k yar...handbell today was soooo STUPID! ok other than the fact tt our costume's ready to be made? *yayy* then like...i got almost all my notes wrong in 'Espana' and its sooo dumb-sounding cann? Canon was alright...and Rondeau, um, relatively ok. so yar...i guess our performance during june...will be quite ok lah. i will live. .< i take tt back...i will die! shit lor*> then today...beat was *how do i say this?* upset. v v v saddening to see her like this k? i guess the only few times she smiled was when we discussed abt nsn's present. =( hmms...then reccess time, jamie nikki and i followed her ova to the piano and she played it. *duh* then its like, soo nice? its...filled with emotions. and i dun like tt emotion she is showing. i teared a lil. then i guess nikki and jamie felt sad as well. darn* i m gonna bash up those who hurt beat soo much if i had the chance man...*frowns* HMPF to them. beat, wadeva i wanted to tell u...its on yr foolscap paper. hope u read thru it and get my meaning. nikki wrote smth as well, pls understand tt we all care for u. =) life aint over. dun tink...such depressing stuff kaes? cheer up! i actually, and i repeat, ACTUALLY prefer yr perky mode man! (not tt i like it alot...) and that DOES NOT mean u can go ard poking me, conspiring together with the evil side of nikki, and tease me all day long. its not good. evil is not good for the heart. esp when u make fun at nice ppl like charlotte. *cheeky grin* but hey its true! =DDD just smile lots kk? oh, did i mention, i finally got my dream jacket?!?!?! its *ugh* red...i totally...(hate is sucha strong word) despise tt colour can??? unless its a darker bloody red. then i prefer it. but its brighter shade of red can? nvm...it still looked good on me! =D aha. | Life is fragile, like a piece of glass...A piece of glass that shatters easily when hurt.| p.s. oh, and evan...glad u liked the fan. =D i like it too. |
| teenage confusion |
| 03.07.04 (4:47 am) [edit] |
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I m so tired, prob from sneezing soo much cos i bathed for 2 hours plus. i can even get a flu tt way man. unbelievable. *sniffles* i dun even know why i wanted this blog in the first place...and wads the point of blogging. *shrugs* i do it for the sake of doing it. for the sake of not following the footsteps of her, to press it all down and end up...in such a bad situation. i rather occasionally let it out. to those who dun do that, i really really do advise u all to do tt. it may not be your nature to 'let it all out', but...thats obviously the reason why i ask u to! ~like, duh?~ It hurts the ppl ard u to see u suffering...whether it is internally or externally. (who knows?) think of them worrying about you. =D I miss him soo much...but could nvr be able to meet him again...haixx sumtimes i wonder, what he is doing right now...is he thinking of me? wait. does he even remember me at all? u may say i m too young to say anything abt love. but hey, i dont tink i luv him at all...maybe like. not lurve, but like. i regret...regret not telling him my decision when he asked me to be his girlfriend. now tt we lost contact, i really dunno wad to do. plus, my other close guy friend already hav his gf and i dun even bother to talk to him...i feel uncomfortable just chatting to him thru the phone for so longg. i miss his presence...i wish i could turn back time. i wished i had given him a response instead of changing the topic everytime he asks the question again. i wished i had the courage back then. but i didn't. soo many wishes waiting to be granted. yet, they aren't. if only i had been brave enough to tell him how i feel towards him, like he did to me. if only i had given both of us a chance. if only...if only, i did all those above and not feel discouraged and regret-ful now. soo many if-onlys in life which will nvr happen. i was given a chance, yet i din take it. i had the chance, yet i did nothing. i held the chance, but...i didn't treasure it. there are so many things in life we do not treasure. be it friends, family members, relatives, ppl near u, or even objects or pets. as long we dun lose them...its almost impossible for me to hold them tighter to myself, my heart, and treasure them well. and to make matters worse, when i heard of the news tt my dad is leaving to china once again this afternoon...i had this really bad feeling abt this...so bad my heart ached. for dad, for him, for winna, for all those other things i nvr treasured. (including thin bear and fat bear. =) hahas...my 2 fav bears in the past. i lost them.) I hate this weakness of mine. i hate myself sometimes, almost as frequent as how i luv myself so much sometimes. i see my mum in pain sumtimes, be it her back, neck, or becos of sum internal organs i cant see, sum illlness we cant detect, or merely suffering from depression. i see my lil younger sis in pain as well, so young...yet she exprienced kawasaki disease, curved-backbone, and others which added altogether soo much more than i ever experienced at all. though sucha pain in the butt most of the times, yet she is my sis. my only younger sis who is the only one who makes me feel old. (-_-) i see my elder sisters being insulted and frowning in both anger and pity at times, we've all been insulted in our lives, yet these are my sisters and i cant just stand there and do nothing. (which is wad i did?) wheneva my 2nd sis has any sickness, its gotta be serious. cos, she is physically strong and seldom gets sick...so wheneva she falls ill...this is serious. i see them fustrated with life at times, i feel tt too, but we can't do anything about it. my dad as well...i watch him intently as he complains abt frequent pains in the back and neck, as he swears wheneva smth crops up in work, wheneva he shouts at mama, wheneva papa gets furious for absolutely not reason (most of the times) at us and storms ard. yet, they are all the best, and form the one and only, family, which i will eva hav in my entire life. who cares if my life is just as corrupted? who cares? as long i still hav them, and the truest friends, namely a few, i will still continue to be happy. happy. it makes ppl ard me happi and smile as well. sorrows spread fast. yet, happiness and joys too! p.s thank you for all those who had been there for me...(if there are any at all) and the others merely for your presence in my life. whether i know you or not. p.p.s to my friends, i will follow those orders strictly, and be happi! =) *smilez* |
| Kylie Minogue- Red Blooded Woman |
| 03.06.04 (7:41 am) [edit] |
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Kylie Minogue- red blooded woman Count backwards 5 4 3 2 1 Before you get too heated and turned on (and turned on) You should have learned your lesson all in times before You’ve been bruised, you’ve been broken Then there’s my mind saying think before you go Through that door, it takes me to nowhere (yes boy) Has got you all romantic, crazy in your head You think I’d listen, no I don’t care Bridge: I cant focus ,I cant stop You got me spinning round, round, round, round (Like a record) I can’t focus, it’s too hot (Inside) You’ll never get to Heaven if you’re scared of getting high... Chorus(x2): (Boy, boy) let me keep freakin’ around Don’t wanna get down And I’m red blooded woman What’s the point of hanging round? Wanna keep turning it down When this girl wants to rock with you My conscience saying, get down off this dream It’s too dangerous and deadly (This guy) Has got you talking round in circles can’t you see All for the sake of sexy (You’re loving it) Then there’s my sense saying stop before you fall I don’t wanna pick you up again (This guy) Has got you all romantic, crazier each day You think I’d listen, there’s no way... Bridge: I can’t focus, I can’t stop You got me spinning round, round, round, round (like a record) I can’t focus, it’s too hot (inside) You’ll never get to Heaven if you’re scared of getting high... Chorus(x2): (Boy, boy) let me keep freakin’ around Don’t wanna get down And I’m red blooded woman What’s the point of hanging round? Wanna keep turning it down When this girl wants to rock with you Let me keep freakin’ around (Freaking around, freaking around) Red blooded woman It’s too hot inside You’ll never get to Heaven if you’re scared of getting high Lalalalalalalala Freaking around Lalalalalalalala Freaking around Lalalalalalalala Freaking around Lalalalalalalala Freaking around Chorus(x2): (Boy, boy) let me keep freakin’ around Don’t wanna get down And I’m red blooded woman What’s the point of hanging round? Don’t wanna keep turning it down When this girl wants to rock with you _________________________ _________________________ _________________________ _ I'm in luv with this song...=P catchy tune. ( the lyrics may be wrong. cos this is according to what i sing.) p.s. Alas! I can activate my hotmail account and use msn! hip hip hurray. =DDD |
| NTU |
| 03.05.04 (7:57 pm) [edit] |
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woah! my sis soo happi last night k? hmms...her results not too bad lar. =D can go U liaoz! YAY! oh yar...typo error and i m too lazy to change it, my mum's daughter- ABCA. yeppz. then last nite went for dinner at Macs then we went to 兜风...yuppz. at first went ard orchard, then esplanade, then sum hotel where i had my theory exam last yr...then it was NUS, then we headed down to NTU. WOW LOR! its at the END of s'pore cann? went soo farr down...-_- anyway, i m already soo fascinated by the huge huge JCs and esp, Singapore Poly lors...then i saw the size of NTU- 吓死！i ts sooo darn big cann? merely the admistration building was thrice bigger than cgss lor...which is ard the size of the entire st.nix building. .< whoa... we went ard like, 1/4 or so of the place...then parents tried finding the swimming pool, but ended up near the pond (which is like a river instead? ok...tts in MY opinion) and the hostel. O.O siao lor. shld see it...sumore got buses to go ard the entire place. can get soo lost in there and nvr cum out lor...luckily drove car there. *sniff* not like pri or sec schs, u take only one day and can explore finish yr sch liaoz...then JCs or Poly, at least take a few days. this University ar...um...beta not try doing tt man. or rather, no time to explore the entire place man. it will take ages. ( i m exaggerating here...) yahh...then i rmb falling asleep after reaching the hostel...then ard 10 minutes ltr when i woke up...i heard 'Addicted' by Simple Plan on the radio 98.7 FM...and finally, my dad found his way out of the building...=)> |The past is irreversible, yet we can change the future.| |
| sleepie me |
| 03.05.04 (1:16 am) [edit] |
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arrr, todae sooo sweepie...! .< slept like piggie today man...as in, esp after recess tt time. started off with lit...not the nicest lit period, tts all i can comment. >then we've got this 'surprise' maths class test i din bother studying for...and i cant finish the last sum! GR! i spent like, 15 min on tt?? then after handing it up...i know how to do liaoz. hmpf lor. then...sci was next. waah~ lab period, the sci experiment thing was ok, but i hate the cleaning up part...which made us late for jogging. so sorry for draggin the class due to my late-ness k...=( then like, i broke a boiling tube? AHH! got recorded down...sniff~ oh yar, joggin wasn't too terrible, other than the fact tt we were the last class and started the first round when then second last class was finishing their second and last round...-_- so malu...好逊喔& #65281; aiyoh~ anyway, we din cheer the entire time...budden we walked as a class...went late as a class...and jogged as a class! better than last yr...got this time, our class split into 3 groups. -_- so bad right? now beta. =D eng was...kinda...erm, un-expected today. now feel so guilty abt sleeping for 10 min in class yst lor...sumore ms sheela and mr tay knew i was sleeping! then they like, stare at me? sheela at my right, tay outside to my left. then i faced front and continued sleeping. .< opps* yar then ms sheela so-called became lil emotional towards us and then...like, hesitated while toking and i thot she gonna cry lorx! =( like, tho i noticed she seemed quite tired and all tt lately, yet i din realli care much. feel soo bad lorx...btw i kinda like her. not her teaching methods (yes english lessons are almost always boring...almost ALL english lessons from other teachers as well lar!), but just her character. not tt i know her well, but i can feel tt she is a really really nice person. =)>hist ar...stupid mr tan dun give us back the hist test papers...drag till next wk! hmpf. .< ok anyway, he showed the political cartoons thingy and its kinda disgusting...and beat nikki and evan were like, not too happy abt it. i felt a lil disgusted but...yah i m ok. budden nikki dun seem to feel humoured like the rest of the class leh...=( ! hope she's ok.>then i was zzz-ing away during mt and b4 tt lor...then mdm er was like, hitting my head with tt buncha papers? *ouch. spoil my dream. but nvm lar...its kinda nightmare. last time dreamt tt my whole family *CHOY!* died...then this time, added my friends/classmates into it lorx...*touch wood* aiyah~ so scary seeing then die here and there...eee~ bloody scene man. =P creative writing was quite fun lah...i get to tok to nikki and beat loudly. =D! hahas...then they started annoying me with the stupid elmo song, and hamster songs. .< well GRR! and then our teach, mrs mah like...really touched me. we've gotta do this story during the creative writing class...then our stupid sch go and standardised all the topics...left only 3 boring ones. hn. and we were like complaining? like, since we r supposed to be creative, y cant we choose our own topics??? she oso not too happi abt the unfair-ness and let us choose our own topics, and tt the rest she will handle for us...like...sooo touched lor! she not scared the sch sack her or smth?=(hmms...thanks to her tho.> sis got back her A-level results. i dunno wads her reaction tho...but i know its BBCC. =D quite ok wad! then stupid lar...my mum's daughter got this ABCAB( i think?)...then another friend got AAAAB. like, -_-||. SOO GOOD! but nvm...i shall be happi and support my sis! =D yayy. sho glad for her. - i forgot the quote again! but i know its got smth to do with wind and kites...? haha...=P - |
| red blooded woman |
| 03.04.04 (3:52 am) [edit] |
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i luv Kylie Minogue's ' Red blooded woman'! wow its so nice...and hey mel, the Mtv is ok...y do u say otherwise? hmms...weird. and yeahh, i guess she DOES hav this lil whiny voice...but not very k! =D i like sum of her songs..." cant get u outta my head " its nice and i m hooked onto 'red blooded woman' liaoz. its nice like siao cann. =P Yahh then today got handbell and we discuss abt our costume...we designed it on our own! =D cool huh? hmms...tho there's obvious disagreements abt the colours. the design's stuck. then our handbell tee oso got suggested designs liaoz...FINALLY! then its like, got this anime made-up girl at the back...i feel its weird, but ohwells, the others like it. =) its nice. | You'll never get to heaven if you are scared of getting high |~ Quoted by...the lyrics composer of Kylie Minogue's 'Red Blooded Woman' Yes its in the lyrics...double meaning. ^-^ |
| com lab 4 art lesson |
| 03.03.04 (5:21 am) [edit] |
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todae got 2 art periods in com lab 4...i decided to add in songs in my accnt tmr. =D yayy. oki...today is...v memorable. HAH. we were like, singin? erm b4 tt...went to music room to groove again and then late for art. =P luckily miss chia din see. =DD then we were like singin singin and singin sumore...chi jap and eng songs. ^-^ occasionally joining in clara and jessica's songs...uh huh. then nikki and i...wait, she did the first scene for our art flash thing. and ya. i tink we forgot to get the diskette back today...its missing. LOST! die. =( anyway, beat and mel (again tt stupid duo) ar...conspired once again to attack me k? then after tt...we got involved in a war of snatching-chairs. i took jamie's accidentally, we exchanged, then beat took mine, i took hers, she got confused, took yeong eun's, yeong eun took hers...i got back mine...blahblahblah. then we started singin again. yahh. tts abt it. SINGIN' the whole day awayy... hmms...i forgot to mention on monday, i learnt many interestingg facts abt creatures on the national geographic channel (too bored) abt 5-eyed icky spiders, handsome crocodiles, funni lookin fish eating its own types, and matamata turtles. so farr...the matamatas are my fav. =D the name's interesting, aint it? | Success is a journey, not a destination |~ Quoted by...uhh...forgot-who. hehe? but i like this quote tons. |
| boringg... |
| 03.02.04 (5:30 am) [edit] |
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todae so boring! arr...eng was quite ok...then chi, everyone was like soo dead? uhh...then got maths. Now Tay kept pickin on charmaine as well...in a funni way. hmms...could this mean smth more???? =D ha! then ar...i actually noticed tt a number of my...classmates like, got eye-bags or dark circles ard their eyes lor...=( lack of sleep man. or issit stress from studies? hmm...i only hav this tiny lil line under my eye, budden theirs like sooo big lor! nikki got these dark dark circles, i tink beat as well. yupp. aiya...u all go get more sleep lar...aiyoh* oh ya. my sis gettin A-level results on friday! then she is like gonna make sure my 2nd sis and i get a sleepless night on thurs...siao la she. hmpf. -_- she started getting tense and nervous WHEN IT IS THREE DAYS AWAY. wad the heck! .< relax man...=D>Then recently i kept hearing and seeing things lor...so creepy! O.O did i offend anyone...? *looks ard frantically* oh, and i cant log on to msn anymore! *screams and pulls hair* I CANT CHAT! my life...gone...and i cant chat liaoz......waah. ok ya i realised tt i m toking crap...and my entries r gettin short...and crappy. -_-|| | Our greatest shame is not in failing, but in never learning why we fell/failed.(in the first place) |~ Quoted by Ms Low P.J. (issit Pei Jun?), Geog teacher. |
| this is MY life, so butt out. |
| 03.01.04 (2:24 am) [edit] |
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well, GRR. she is SOO biased! hmpf. not tt i dun like her or anything...but heyy, she dun even bothers to bug ANYONE else except me! hn! .< i shant name her, and who cares if she reads this? i DO hav a limit u know. like, i m sooo convinced tt she hates and totally DESPISES me soo much...she just had to do tt to me. i understand beat, mel and nikki bullying me and all tt stuff...u can feel its just for fun. plus, its not everyday they do that. so yupp this is different lor, ok...i beta not talk more abt her or i will just lose it.>k...i think i m gonna lock this blog sooner or later. think i should? i m indecisive. =D i may give those whom i know the password though...even tho i plan to only let ppl who i dunno read this...soo yeahh. =P then now...stupid lar! my grandpa having problems as well...this is such an corrupted life lorx. .< then grandpa's arm cant move properly and then need operation...i think crystal's not recovering alot as well. haixx~ wad to do.>life sux. a whole lot more than last time. - me in no mood to find out nice quotes today - |
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