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All 2N2 peeps are equal.
02.29.04 (6:13 am)   [edit]
crap. crystal needs a specialist to help her man...so young yet so many problems. poor her. =(
went swimming...felt so gd. i luv swimming! =D budden so longg din swim liaoz...lack of training...of how many years? 3 i tink...and i m not counting the time i went to mel's condo for a dip...we weren't swimming! nobody wanted to...just sat there waddling. -_-
yahh then...uhh...read certain guestbooks and felt sad once again. i shant name her...but she's a 2Ner. heyy u dun suck k? we like u as a _____ rep! =( dun liddat man. 2N2 dun hate u...where on earth, hell and heaven did u get such unreliable information? who is tt bitch who even said tt anyway? :x well, grr to her too. hmpf.
anyway, dun demoralise urself...i was tinking maybe u dun wanna be named, so yeahh. i hope u read this. =)?

| All 2N2ers are equal. Equality shall be practised. | ~ Quoted by me.
 
sunday= a day before sch starts
02.28.04 (8:17 pm)   [edit]
yayy. today watched BB...suddenly like Max so much! then theres Ray, Kai, Salima, Hilary, Tyson, Kane, Miriam and Ozuma! Ozuma soo cute...=P i like him ok.
anyway, mum and dad brought Crystal to the doc's. said she had this curved backbone of sumwhat. then must exercise more and swim. =( then her posture wld be affected or dunno wad shit. darn life* she so poor thing can? only 6...then got so many problems. first her fever when just an infant...yes i still rmb. then its her being possessed or dunno wad the hell happened to her. .< after tt its her fractured arm...and now? sum backbone prob! like, wad the fuck lor...wads happening? she is ONLY SIX! thought she maybe a serious serious sharp pain in the neck and the butt, but she...kinda cute at times lor. i realised now she has more than one scar on her liaoz...one is from the arm thing and another, the time when she went berserk and stuff. its so scary. as if the devil attacked her or sumwhat...i will never forget tt experience. mum wun either...damn haunted ~ nvm...at least i get to swin later on in the afternn! =D > aiyah. btw...i still dunno wad to do for my chi compo! ARGH* waah...wad r we supposed to write...the topic so difficult! ( then ar...this lit project which is dued on tues. the date of our lit test. we gotta do the questions, project, and study for our test by tt day. ugh. aha. i decided to do the election campaign in order to pay my respects for poor snowball who was kicked out by evil napoleon and accused for stupid things he obviously didn't do...ok...i like snowball cann? hmpf. poor guy was so innocent and din realise cunnin' napoleon got this EVIL trick up his...er...paw? hoof? wadeva k, he dun hav a sleeve! then ar...snowball helped plan sooo SOO much for the windmill and IDIOT NAPOLEON stole tt idea...crap tt pig. oki i m gettin too emotional ova a fictional character liaoz...hahas...
hope tmr's a beta day...but considering the fact tt its a sch day where i m gonna hav PE, see mr.tay, sheela and slack during sci, its not too good....< plus, nikki's not cuming to sch tml! well, grr to her too. hn. i'll be all alone again. and nobody bothers to talk to me! =( sniff~ haixx.>
| Whatever is worth doing is worth doing well. |~ Quote from Phillip Stanhope.
 
touched~
02.28.04 (7:39 am)   [edit]
whoa...i din expect comments lor...erm, do i sound THAT depressed or wad? i dun tink i m...*confused* um nvm, thanks for all those comments anyway. =P
- Jenn clara nsn jamie charmaine

oki...yah i teared when i read yr comments, esp jennifer's...woah! tks gal. sniffsniff~ and dun worri abt me...i dun tink i will do anything silly for now, but HEY! i actually planned out my suicide and funeral liaoz. its so cool. everything's gonna be great. white flowers and all tt stuff. then i will keep smiling like wad jenn told me to do, even while the knife plunges into me. there...i will be 'happi' even on the road to eternal sleep.
okok kiddin lah...but i seriously planned it already. kinda fun.

piano lesson was ok...budden the registration fees were $231 can??? soo EX! arr...then me mum gotta pay 411 in all for the lesson & regis. fees. poor her...=(

oh, i kinda miss those quarrels we had as well nsn. KINDA. and, sry lah...jamie so u aren't suicidal. just crappy. *shrug* and clara too.

| Love and Hate: Just how thin is the line? |~ Quoted by Zadien.
 
Depression sucks
02.27.04 (1:42 am)   [edit]
uh-oh...i m in no mood to chat abt sch today...other than creative writing course was fine...and tts all. today's alright.

my mum has this back pain thingy...and breathing difficulties...so worried can? plus she thinks its sum minor problem and dun care lor...alwayz dun wanna go see doctor! waah... :(
and no one seems to understand...or WANT to understand my problems...they (my 'friends') alwayz seem to think i m being over-sensitive and acting-ke lian and stuff liddat. LIKE, GO TO HELL CAN? they dun care. always tt heck-care attitude and it stinks, stinks to hell.
:x hmpf. y cant my family like, stop and i MEAN STOP having these problems? be it studies (sisters and i), work (duh~ parents) or just relationship stuff, just like...give us a moment of peace. where we are all contented and happi? i wld do ANYTHING to even get on day of happiness. in return of my life, its worth it.

i wanna be happi, i wan my sisterS to be happi, i wan my mum to be happy, i wan my dad to be happi, my dog, classmates, ex-classmates and everyone else ard me. but this seems so easy...yet so difficult to achieve. oh well...nth's perfect, BUT i ain't askin for much! i can just like, spend a wonderful time with my family or friends for a day...carefree and without endless worries like usual, and of coz...there's a price to pay. i know this is suicidal. YET i wld do everything, anything! even if it means to get hit by a car right after i just had a truely TRUELY happi day with my loved ones...*sigh*

dun tink i din notice everyone's thinking or am depressed OR stressed...like, jamie shiangnee beatrice nicholyn shinwei clara charmaine and so on...i care for them can? and even those i know whom i din mention...

but i kept tellin myself...and wanna let them know this -dun keep feeling stressed or depressed...it doesn't help by doing tt...depression sucks so much, i hate it completely. plus, think of others who are much more troubled than u are. u WILL or MIGHT realise u are the lucky soul of the day. i know, or rather...i feel that, most of us wld rather ppl sympathising us...and not give soo much optimistic opinions about YOUR problems. OR u may think those who wanna help u are merely busybodys and tt u dun wan sympathy...and i tell u, all these dun help. i need and want sympathy and care and concern... but i dun want help. that is me. u may think i m weird, but its me and i can't help it.

jam, seen from yr blog u r feelin crappy and all tt...and maybe u dun wan those who know u and who read this to know...but i dun care k? u r my fren, and if u r stressed, u aint helping urself OR me. OR anyone of those ard u...dun be depressed...or try not to. =( i know its hard, but let it go...stress sucks as well, dun study TOO hard. nikki knows tt...she did tt to herself last yr and it din turn out well...she had tt terrible tension headache rmb?

nsn, whether or not u r reading this, tho i m not sure abt yr problems...and i dun wanna dig in too deep or u may not like it...but i will tell u this- that there are ppl caring abt u...worried abt u...if u r not feeling yr best, feel free to tell anyone...it hurts those ard u if u r depressed...be it stress from studies or family or friends or relationship problems. i'm willing to give advice. =P tho i was nvr a great advisor...but oh well!

beat, heyy...u seem stressed recently...i realised tt. tho u may seem happi and perky on the outside, but i still hav this feeling tt u arent tt happi abt life...i hate to say this since i dun like ppl telling me this, but it is FOR UR OWN GOOD ( now i m sounding like a mother...sheesh~) ! - be optimistic...refrain from falling down into darkness and thinking negatively...be positive about life k? i do think theres always BOTH negative and positive sides in everything...*shrugs* but hey, i realised we can actually hav this private-talk-time with the rest u know? =D haha...anyway, do try to tell us yr problems...or u may like, write it down...or cry it out. u might just feel beta.

nikki, i know u hav these really stressful family problems...but...dun be like my mum who pushes everything deep down and dun say anything k? at least tell one of us one of these days...we can hav this counselling session b/w ourselves! ha! kiddin lah...budden, try not to stress yrself too much k? u shld know yr own standards...believe in yrself. as long u know u tried yr best, be satisfied. its not yr problem. =D cheer up! u CAN do it. (-wadeva u wanted to do...)

shinwei, melissa, chloe, jennifer, charmaine & clara & others from 2N2, dunno whether u read my blog anot...but i really hav no idea abt yr problems...& since u are all my friends- heyy cheer up as well can? dun think of stupid stuff like suicide...its really scary. i did tt once and i hated the feeling. i din hav the courage to do anything to harm myself. dun do tt to yrself too...=( it really kills those u really care abt u.

to all, esp those whom i know and care abt: Depression eats u up inside...it kills. like wad ppl tell me, let it go...its time to let all yr problems go. rather, hope theres wind to blow them away and nvr cum back.( now i m being so lame...) but hey i really wished tt WOULD happen! *grin* i know life is sucky...it is for all of us, i guess? budden...like today's topic for chi compo...我决不& #20250;向命&# 36816;低头 2290;- i wun give in to destiny. if ur fate is really seriously wrong and not gg the way u want it to be, try to do smth to it! =D it IS possible...i THINK? hahaz...destiny/fate CAN be changed...we are INVINCIBLE! kk jokin' larhx. anyway, like i said soo many times...(and this is to everyone out there) do NOT fall into depression no matter wad...its really scary. sumone near me gave in cus she was really stressed over these 10 years or so...and she pressed it all down...and she ended up suffering from depression. =( its really...saddening. it pains me to see her like tt wheneva she gets depressed and emotional...and i dun wan a similar case to happen EVA AGAIN to whoeva near me...pls.

I pray for a Miracle.

Charl*

 
Just another day
02.26.04 (2:30 am)   [edit]
Yeppz...like the subject title says, its just another day at sch. which is boring. geog went boringly, maths quite well, chi and eng as boring as ever, sci...ok lah, then art is alright...and tts it. -_- sooo...my obvious point is tt sch is like...B-O-R-I-N-G. Spell it out- BORING!
GR! plus, mel and beat were STILL on their SICK joke! abt poor me and innocent ol' chloe. hmpf ok. then jamie nikki and shin weren't helping! THEY JUST HECK-CARE! then nikki was like, humoured, SHINWEI LAUGHING HER HEAD AND BRAINS OFF, jamie just watched us with interest. i think? then...chloe and i ganged up on the stupid duo- beat and mel who tink they r sooo funni. NOT. then ar, they said smth abt couples doing the same stuff together...then chloe attacked mel, i was in charge of beat then. POOR BEAT! SOOO sorry can...really! truely, i m sorry for bashing poor her...=( i cldn't get mel for longg, so i went for beat who happens to sit behind me everytime...hehe? then i was like smacking her back hard...and she acting like sum poor cute doggie which she isnt. then during art, last period, i cracked this really tiny harmless joke on them and they got all serious and started beating me up. STUPID K. i merely drew imaginary hearts ard them while they were like, so engrossed in their conversation which obviously do NOT contain ANYTHING abt art in them...and heyy, the hearts are pink, not red k. =P hah! anyway, today is so boring and filled with stupidity. -_- got bashed up for nth. sry to beat and mel lah...but its their fault as well! AT LEAST i din go elaborating mel n beat's relationship ard...IF they had any gg on? HAHA! k lah...kiddin lor.
Me, gg off...=D hav a nice evening! i've got tonsa hw to do...and considering the fact tt my hse has been attacked by the power-cut-bug soo many times recently...hn! .
|I dun wanna miss you if it means hurting like this...|~ Quoted from Valerie's MSN nickname...=P nice eh? i like it. its sooo true man...real cute nick, val! *stupid grin*


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thinking back...
02.25.04 (2:03 am)   [edit]
Tuesday-

hmms...today beat din cum! actually kinda miss her craziness...but not the person...haha no lah. kiddin'!
today ar...i got all sleepy and stuff again...but then i got this really funni feeling unlike yst, only tired. hmms...like, if i focus on smth or rather, just sit or stand and do almost nothing, i feel all giddy and this MAJOR splitting headache acted up. then suddenly i was falling back and swaying to my right esp. i almost fell can? aiyoh~ the feeling is bad....< sniff~ budden after recess and gettin out sum laughs with nikki mel jamie shinwei chloe christine, i got all beta. =P phew.>ok yar, got tonsa freeeee periods today man! so SHUANG leh...=D ha! then erm, got back common test results liaoz...and hey! he so bad lar can? majority of us did quite well wad...and the others, uhh, dun care him k. as long u KNOW u DID TRY yr BEST, u hav nothing to be disappointed abt! kk? =D cheer up!
today geog so boring again...then now like, got sooo much lit stuff to do and i havent started on ANY YET! argh~ soo stupid. sec 2 like soo stressed liddat, all friends family and studies problem. -_- hmpf.

Wednesday-

ar...todae quite alright. other than the fact tt we've got history and science common tests today? oh, and did i forget to mention tt sci hist and eng are my WORST subjects? YEA! I suck at them. only chi maths and geog are pass-able. lit...C&T so-so only. haix~
then stooopid beat and mel got me all fed up again! ARGH* RIGHT after we ate for recess, this chloe was like acting all wierd and stuff then she started mimicking my every move and i just stood there on the stairs. jamie started staring at us, shrugged then left from in between chlo and i. then beat, mel and nikki who were at the back caught up. THEN ultra-stupid mel YELPED. she was like- O.O!!! then said smth about how cld chloe and i do THAT on the stairs and mel was like, fake-gasping? then Beat joined in and said smth like chloe and i shldn't french-kiss on the stairs and shld find a more appropiate place for IT. GRR! IDIOTIC MAN! then nikki started giggling and stuff, chloe attacked mel and i advanced towards beat. they blocked some, but chloe and i managed to smack their dumb brains. yet unfortunately, we din smack off those thoughts in their dirty minds...then chloe and i need the washroom and sumhow went in together, came out together. i forgot y, then i started chasing chloe here and there ard the classrm, after tt. THEN once again, mel started it first. beat oso maligned us for sum stupid thing chloe and i din do. WAAH! they think we making out or smth in the TOILET man?! SIAO LOR...i not les lar. see? Thou shall not practice the acts of lesbianism. hmpf. they sooo crazy can? i tried to hit mel, but christine was blocking...then HEY coolest thing was, christine sooo good man...she helped me attack her. then i left mel to her and went to beat, who was dodging chloe. then i added in and nikki was laughin' her head awayy...grr to nikki as well. then yar...i ignored beat for a while, and kepting shooting glares at mel and beat later on...then yep. the day was almost over just like this.
next was the tests. sci was alright...other than the fact tt i was sleeping for the next half hour? yupp...do quite fast, budden i was sleeping and actually dreamt lor! hmms...smth about flying ard, floating in space happily and dreamily...then yeong eun entered my dream sumhow and shook my awake to remind me tt it was still during a test...so WEIRD! ...huh. then hist was quite ok lah. easier yet i din managed to finish off my source C part for the LAST question, LAST part! arghhh.
after sch, i went home with christine and jamie. they 2 ar...like jamie and shimin liddat. just more sacarstic (howeva u spell it) and lamer. then they started arguing, and i was like, ova there...trying not to look as if i knew them. then they continued their quarrels as we neared the bustop, fully aware tt they are cruelly ignoring MY presence COMPLETELY. HN! but nvm, anyway i was just standing there, watching them with interest. they brought me humour, in a weird way. hahax.
then there's almost nth else interesting happening today...yuppz.

"I'm gonna whack your brains off your head!" Nicholyn's usual quote nowadays...weird huh? hmms...and i thought brains were in my head...not on it...?_?
 
Sleepy me...
02.23.04 (1:15 am)   [edit]
ar...Today like sum piggie liddat can? Even until the last period, i m still stretching as if i juz woke up k? stupid...i felt tired and REALLY sleepy all day! aiyoh. esp after GS...so sleepy can? nikki gotta knock my head or i wld hav snored right in front of mrs lim liaoz...then stupid beat go draw on my hand after tt then both of them kept poking me! ARGH* hmpf. anyway, after tt ar...i was still tired EVEN in Tay's math class! like wow?
then i was soo corrupted can? i totally became a dummy and dunno wad the hell Tay was teaching even tho its the easiest topic of the century or smth liddat! whoa...i darn siao can? nikki or beat must hav knocked out all the senses from me...then i gotta be corrected of my mistakes in my CORRECTED-CORRECTIONS like, 3 times or so for each Qn? ar...he mus tink i real stupid! sniff~ waah! then Tay aint helping...kept lookin at me, mus be tinking i like sum stupid idiot who dun fit to be taught by him k...then i felt all demoralised and lost it. i totally totally lost it while doing all those 4 corrections! FOUR! WOW lor. so many! nvr been like this b4...=( so bad, sumore i felt this annoyingly big lump in my throat just then...budden its too of a small matter to cry over with so i kept silent. kind good ol Nikki must hav sensed smth then kept teaching me, and like, give in to stupid bad ol me. then Tay came ard FEW TIMES to teach my soo easy sums even my lil 5 or 6 year old sis can do! ugh~
then after tt...i continued to feel lethargic all day longg. then i made this stupid mistake! i forgot to inform msm er abt the spelling thing then everyone jus waited at the class during recess for re-spelling and then i forgot to inform her! ARGH! sorry man! (to whoeva's readin this...sry!...) =( i feel bad. budden...anyway, got stressed ova lit and hist today. even maths. haixx tmr get back maths common test results...last period and all tt. aiyoh* die lor. Good luck to all! Wish u all the bestest of the best man...dun die can already...=P
after sch, nikki jamie and i went to mos burger to like, eat lunch then do hw there...quite ok lah. sumhow, wheneva i m near ANY of them, they tend to turn to silent mode lor. even mel beat and maybe...nikki? yuppz. this is a damn bad sign can...nvm lah. *shrug*

|Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm|~ Quoted by Nicholyn, who quoted (i think?) from a god-knows-who.
 
Maths common test 1
02.20.04 (5:23 am)   [edit]
Today got maths common test! ARGH! oki lah...its kinda do-able...quite easy if we had more time. just sit there and think carefully and i tell ya everybody can pass well. so yuppz. it well...alright...then earlier 2dae, we've got music. then miss leong(principal) and er...miss leong came in to our class to look at our can-can dance! stressss~~~ i had this really really predictive feeling tt my grp, as usual, wun be the winner =P heh,
anyways, i din take notice of val's grp but instead, fasinated by clara's. its so neat and nice! i mean, simple yet effective and very organised...unlike ours. hmms...our dance steps are nice, yet the only part is the disorganised part. ugh* we din get the CODA part right man...and then val's grp ppl started giving us weird looks in the end. -_-|| hmpf. then i was like, in a ready position to clap for clara's grp....and yeahh they won. predictable. =D their dance is nice...so is val's grp. uh-huh...then we started playing the can-can song!!! my fav. childhood song! i played it since grade 1! my all-time fav. yup! so fun.
Then went back home after IT course today with Shimin Jamie and Sylvia...then like ysd, shimin and jamie argued *funnily* again....~rolls eyes~ aiyoh...then i kept insisting that they r les...hahaz...kiddin lah! then sylvia lucky lor...she got off early and dun need to be in the middle, listening INTENTLY to their quarrels. now, i m sure shimin's new quote is " Jamie is bad" hahas. then jamie wld hear, roll her eyes, and shake her head, ignoring shimin. then shimin wld get irritated, and plonk jamie on the head and back over and over again...yepz...then jamie got slightly annoyed and shimin will be close to exploding...after hearing to jamie's speech. hehx...they V funni lorx...i laugh like hell can? laugh and laugh soo loud in the bus like hyenas lor...embarassing man! then ar...they just kept irritating each other, jamie annoy shimin with her attitude and longg speeches full of funni words i forgot, and shimin annoy jam. with all her beatings. *ouch*
hehes...so farni to sit with them and just sit back and relax...watching them talking back to each other with interest...soo funni k? i kept, like, giggling like siao lor. then jamie start calling shimin 'a mental nutcase' and shimin call jamie ' bad jamie. stupid.' or smth liddat. *tsk tsk*

| For heaven's and even hell's sake! This the lamest of the lame|~ fav quote of mine...for now...-_-o
 
Lessons sucked today
02.17.04 (11:24 pm)   [edit]
Stupid Tay. We not scared of him lar...always liddat. he actually came in to like, 'scold' us the min he stepped into the classrm k?wad a bad start man...plus b4 tt, got geog. Then he started asking ppl to cum up and do these hard sums on the board...the first one i dunno leh! then like, beat V clever lor...she knows, and obviously jamie mel and chloe too. chloe SO gd in maths k?! wow lor. then he asked shiang nee up first to do the numerator part of the sum...aiyoh* wished i cld help her man. budden tt time i really dunno. like, mr tay so...yeah. he totally insulted our class can? who says we dun wanna learn maths? i USED to like it ALOT. yet now...its just an ok-ok subj liaoz. haiz. poor things. then dunno wad happened lah, nsn went back and instead he asked val to do it. then sumhow...ltr she got it!*yay* then beat went up to finish up the factorisation. kk...then the next part ar, really angered me lor. he SERIOUSLY PICKED on clara! So bad rite? i finally realised the fact tt he kept picking on clara and the trackers...(with the exception of jamie) alwayz call jenn val and nsn one, esp val...hmms. weirdo~ then like, its not V difficult...budden when u up there facing tay and the board, u WILL feel like the world is almost crashing down onto u and u dunno wad the hell maths is. the other subj ok...budden got this creep tay staring at u, i will feel scary one lor. then i tried to help clara, and its prob V V V obvious tt i m helping her...but Tay din find out! Heh. in the end, she finally got it right with the help of wonderful...*cant say the name in case Mr tay sees this* so yeah. budden Tay prob made her feel tt its wrong then she erased the corret answer. i kept trying to tell her but maybe its not audible...OBVIOUSLY? then Tay got irritated and clara went back to sit. then he rambled on about how the cardboard figure- sum chinese new yr decoration, the stephanie girl or smth liddat...so stoopid la. him and his lame-ness. I dun care k...its not our fault we dun get a few questions! we just dun click with maths and i cant help it! hmpf. no offence, but i oso think tt our class is...terrible maths, or rather majority lar. but our english is gd! Hey eng is hard to score know? Yet so many ppl's eng standard so high! *hurray*
yar anyway, then Mr Tan din cum for history again and we missed his period the 4th time lor...anyway, its quite ok. then after recess, art was kinda fun! she let us see those macro flash 5 thingies and a few were cool...so romantic lors. only some tho. then yar, others were kinda funni...uhh...then we made Beat do a dare- to propose to Miss chia. she did it and then its like, not fun since miss chia knew it was a dare in the 1st place liaoz...then we forced beatrice into another one...our first target was initially chloe or clara, budden we changed it to charmaine instead...then charmaine's try din work out. so last min, i decided tt i wld not die in peace if i din get beat to do the dare! so yeahh...i took mel and jamie's suggestions and asked her to do it for shiangnee. then its like this- beat asked for nsn's hand, then shiangnee was so cute k, she not like charmaine...yelped then pulled hand back and went out of the class, which was a cleverer thing to do. lucky charmaine! cuz i will oso do tt man...hehe. btw, after tt beat took nsn's hand RELUCTANTLY then started giggling while jamie mel and i who knew wads gonna happen laughed as well. like buncha mad peeps liddat. then beat kissed nsn's hand lightly. then liying near us was like- O.O 'what the hell happened' those kinda esp la. the nsn was like 'ew' and sumone who seen it all cried out ' shiangnee's hands polluted! ugh!' or smth liddat lar...then nsn went back and i din notice, cos we laughin too hard...my sides ached k? throat so dry sumore, and its wonderful ol me who thought of tt idea! oh yayy! cheer for me man. then i tink shiang nee came back, and was like heading outta the class then on the way, she did smth like kissing her own hand then pressing it onto beat's face. i din really see but got the idea when mel told me. so yar. beat was like' argh! EWWIE' hahas...then keep rubbing her mouth and face. .< ugh...2 ppl exchanging indirect kisses...~shudders~ then i was like- oO whoa. shiangnee play along v well lor...she not like me, i WILL look disgusted then push beat away b4 she can even touch me. aiyoh* >oh yar...then i saw alicia and kwanchiu ytd...morning? yeahh...on 135. then alicia was like quite shy, then keep trying to get my attention, which was currently at the wonderful black black road...yar then, we exchanged 'hi's or rather, she finally got my attention and said hi but i merely nodded back, my hi was a whisper. then they continued looking at me, and stupid kwanchiu keep toking k? dun let alicia talk to me...but i din really pay attention. i ignored most of the times she looked at me, coz i dun wan the cedarian beside me feel extra cus once i start talking, er...then i wun stop tt fast...hahaz. then b4 i knew anything, we said 'bye's next lor and they left the bus to their sch. hmms...tts all i guess? yeppz! and i hav a feeling shiang nee may be a part of our next few dares tmr...hehex, good for her. =P

| Aren't you tired? cos you have been running through my head for so long......| ~ Qouted from Nsn's blog, or smth liddat. but the idea's there k.
 
Boringg Science...
02.17.04 (4:28 am)   [edit]
I can't stand it k! I dun follow in science or geog now...argh* shit. wads happening to me?! Oh, and sumtimes maths as well...i keep forgetting the algebraic rules man...which is oh-so-impt. humpf.
oki, maths was fine today...other than Tay's usual lameness...hmms...nth else. sci was like, B-O-R-I-N-G! She prob put sleeping powder all ova her man...and i was like slacking and sleeping there? Plus, stupid Nikki din cum today! She sick again...and thus, i m alone once again...for the umpteenth time this yr man. sooo lonely! AND ITS ALL HER FAULT! kiddin lah...haix* no1 talks to me...maybe beat sumtimes coz i kept buggin her? ohwell. hmms...oh yar. then all these sci teachers ar...all the same one, always ask a stud to answer one question, then the next one...ask her to ask another friend to answer the next and so on...PLUS i was expecting this to happen liao lor...wheneva its nsn's turn. I die. -_- its becuming a routine but obviously no one realised tt with the exception of me, the victim and shiangnee, my torturer. .< grr...alwayz liddat one. biasedness! *screams* oki nvm...i shall be kind and forgive her for her sin!hahas...not tt she had any serious ones...but yeah. maybe i m too ugly and she not shuang with me? yepz. tt muz be it. =( k...like, tts all for today's lessons? seriously...i m hoping smth INTERESTING to happen one of these days man...seriously hoping k.>and...today plus last night, my parents quarrelled...and i side my mum completely! not biased, coz...its obviously my dad in the wrong! though he may hav his own problems to solve...yet he must think of how my mum suffer as well! shouldn't be so selfish...haiz...life sucks most of the time. betcha tonsa ppl agrees with me.

|Love's definition: Willingness to give in your heart and soul|~ Quoted by Sherlin. Cute huh? Kinda true......
 
Love is still in the air...?
02.16.04 (3:00 am)   [edit]
Ar...V-day over so long liao...still...aiyoh* Anyways, i din blog for like...2 days? hmms...lets see...
saturday, i went out with beat and nikki! bugis junction, if i m not wrong? then they went to pierce their ears *ouch* and we took some neoprints...nice sia! then i got all embarassed when the entire neoprint place was like, infested with couples hugging and kissing each other? UGH* nvm...=P oh yayy. i askin' nikki to scan it into com and post it up on net! heh...oki, anyways, tat night's piano lesson was quite ok...teacher said i improved alot and now kinda good lar. see???? i actually good man! WOW.
then sunday ar...pretty much nth happened other than me being forced to go to this church (i forgot the name liaoz) then its quite nice...met estee or wadeva u spell her name, there...sum bballer. Mel and Wj know right? then at night...watched MTV asia awards while doing hw then got scolded again...but this time not so bad larhx...then i quit watching it. so yeah. summore got these singers i've heard or seen b4 can? whoa...siao liao.
Then today, NIKKI GAVE ME A ROSE! WOWWIE...its me first flower given by a friend! Whoa...so happi sia! summore pink one...hmms...my frens think i like pink tt much ar? first this FULL pink letter with pink words by Beatrice...then a pinkie rosie from Nicholyn, then yingting gave me this card thingy which is like, SO PINK?! ar....siao lor. oki nvm, those light pinks are acceptable...UNLESS its hot pink. .< ew.>too bad...my rose wilted and only lasted till like, recess? then it was strangled and...i managed to not tear ova it...SNIFF~ haix...there's still more to come next time! =D hehx...btw i've finally got my carnations from mummie dearest! mum bought these...red pink yellow white carnations...then put them in dining hall...gave me most of the white ones tho...so sweet right???? =) yayyness...oh, and 2N2 ROCK ON! cOol.

| Can you slow down for me for once?We've been running for so long...can we stop now...?|

| No futher explanations, it was my mistake to like you in the first place. You merely pushed my down heartbreak lane, thats all. I dun blame you| ~ Both the confusing and ironic quotes are from Charlotte.
 
Happy Valentine's Day!
02.13.04 (5:30 am)   [edit]
Happie V-day...and tks to 2N2's and Aruna and Yingting's candies today...its alot! Like, whoa...I so soo touched man... :wink:

A BIG Thank-Q to (All not in order k):

~ For yr tastilicious candies...
- Beat= Wonderful letter (of which is full of PINK?!)
- Mel= Cute slipper keychain (oh yayy...yellow! Tkx)
- Evan= 2 sweets
- Val= lil pack of sweets
- Jenn= Ferrero R. choco
- Nsn= Ferrero R. choco
- Clara= 'pair' of sweeties
- WJ= lil packet of mini choco
- Liying= mentos(grape!)
- Sylvia= lil sweetie
- Karyn= Ferrero R.choco
- Aruna + Yingting= Hershey kisses (choco)
- & of coz others who gave me too...sry I forgot...=P

~Merely for yr presence today...
- Nikki
- ShinWei
- Jamie
- Chloe
- Jolene
- XiaoWei
- Yvonne
- Shimin
- Charmaine
- Irene
- Yeong Eun
- Marion
- Bin San
- Geraldine
- Liming
- Lilin
- Amanda
- Pearlyn
- Sok Yin
- Ming Jin
- Christine
- Priscillia
- Si Lin
- Rochelle
- Sheena
- Jessica
- Shuen
- Michelle
- Sherry
- *Cindy & Stella

Yeppz...I CAN still rmb what u all gave me...hehe? Thanx a million gazillion sparkling starz again! Oki, my hairstyle's CHANGED! Or at least, u can only see the diff IF i let my hair down...so yeah! Today's sch wasn't tt bad la...other than a few VERY boring lessons? Like always...
Music...Miss Chye aint here! AW. Yet we used the period to record sum stuff...sang songs like Graduation and My Heart will Go On...and yeah. The classroom was too noisy so we went to the bathroom to record...but its got echoes and all tt stuff. Then Nic Mel and I went to the benches to singg...and guess what? We can hear the wind...ARGH* Like so siao lor. Hmpf. Oki, then for Mr. Tay...hahaha...the lesson so funni at the back...I SYMPATHISED him k...felt so bad for the teach who dun seem to hav much presents from the other teachers and even students...*tsk tsk* so i gave him one of my ferrero out of PITY. Ahh...wasted one nice choco...but nvm...i got 2 more! plus, nikki soo kindly gave me hers and wldn't take it back...I believe the one i gave was Karyn's? Yes i CAN rmb lar...=P tts me! Oki...then he was like, showered with sweets and TONS of ferrero...5 at least? then we were like laughing and even HE joined in, then said som V MrTay-ish stuff abt the common test and being lenient with us...and tt we liked him soo much...he is sucha gd teach *pukes at the corner* so we gave him sweets and chocolates...and tt its all BRIBERY. Tho so true yet so bad of him to say that! Even Mdm Er thinks so too! GRR. So yeah...this is my first yr (i think) to get candies man! Soooo nice of my class...and other friends of coz. Stupid seniors...got NOTHING from them k? Haiyah* hmms...then I STILL din get my white roses, or white carnations or even white chrysenthemums(spelling?? ?) this yr k...i've been waiting sooo longg for at least ONE bouguet or even only ONE stalk of a flower! *HINT HINT* I like white flowers alot. But others are just as acceptable lar...hehe~

- forgot which quote i was gonna use for today - (which means 2 quotes for the next time i blog...yeahh...)
 
another boring sch day
02.12.04 (3:09 am)   [edit]
GRr...I can't catch up on Geog! tho usually i can...yet this time i just can't concentrate...ugh* stoopid. oh, and maths as well. its quite alright but i still dun get some stuff in there! But nvm...beat and evan got a little of the tune and most of the lyrics to our song already...AINT THAT COOL?!?! Oh yayy! its sounds...soothing...yet, to me, still not too catchy. but nvm, i trust they can still improve much further...they are gd in music stuffies while i m not .< Then after that...the last period, we spent most of our time folding paper cranes and stuff like that for...HER. Poor girl. yet so lucky the entire sch is doing all these for her...hehe? then Nikki did this really cute cute cute basket with 2 colours with paper and put mine, mel, chloe and her crane in there together with 3 paper dogs and beat's heart.( paper lah...not real one. siao ar) so yepz. it stands out! she kept thanking her ex-sch's frens for teaching tt tho...hmms...anyway, the rest of the sch periods are OH-SO-BORING i shan't bore u with it...so yeah.>
| Life is more than just a word |~ Jamie, who quoted it from her friend, Fedora or smth liddat.
 
weird day in sch.
02.10.04 (10:19 pm)   [edit]
Today...during art, clara and the others actually wanted to sign up an acct in friendster for Titan! Like, wow. i dunno whether they did it or not but...after that, nothing much happened. Other than the fact tt we've got 2 major common tests??? all during TOP period...but 2 things i din expect it to happen is:
- The 2nd test, Maths test was cancelled! Probably due to the 2nd thing...
- Some bad news about my sch...someone else passed away too...sucha bad yr man.
So sad...we actually cheered after the 1st test, MT test finished and that there's no maths test anymore...budden we din know whats gonna happen next. The entire sch was supposed to be in the MPH, and then ppl started suspecting tt teachers were taking this chance to spot-check our bags, which is a very LOW ting to do...but tts not the real problem. It was fake news. still, PHEW. luckily they din do it lor...and then principal came to tell us the bad news...then i was like, sooo sad. Even tho i dunno who she is, but its still sucha terribly sad thing! I was really irritated when others actually commented this" Chey...waste my time ar...i really thought it was a spot-check!" SO angry k? Then sec1s were like still laughing and joking after sch when the rest of us merely walked quietly. the entire sch was quiet after hearing the news ( with e exception of some sec 1s) then after that some ppl started tearing and others looking sad and all that (with the exception of some sec 1s) and after sch...the hallway was kinda quiet, or at least not as noisy as usual ( WITH THE EXCEPTION OF SOME SEC 1s- ok, i just had bad impression of certain sec 1s...k dun blame me! =P) annoying to hear tt they are still smiling away happily even after hearing such news! aiyoh* and the day in sch ended like this.
 
people weren't as great as they seem to be
02.09.04 (11:55 pm)   [edit]
Today sucked. A lot. I suddenly have this strong (ok la...not THAT strong) hatred towards my class...for only the 2nd or 3rd time these 2 yrs...thats gd enough already k! .< sometimes...they just dun think of other's feelings b4 they act. only shinwei *bows to the great Shin Wei* noticed this. Nikki too...but that's after the entire thing happened. =P I cried during maths class...HEY! Its not like i wanted to k...i just could.'t control those darn tears k...i hid my face, luckily i was near the door at the corner of the classroom. AND luckily Mr.Tay JUST walked past me when the tears started flowing out. i couldn't stand anymore k...i bit my lip soo long and gulped soo many times i was feeling tired of doing that. until he walked past, nikki turned away to look at her test paper, THEN i started tearing. But she ar...she noticed lor. Lucky she dunno whats gg on. heh. 8) i just couldn't smile for that period...other than during the time Nic actually drew these red cats on her palm...so funni! Ha. That's wad a friend should do k? Grateful soul of mine bows once again. this time, to Nicholyn the Great. >Then earlier that morning...Beat got this really painful stomachache and gotta leave the classroom...like so...sooo pain liddat...i feel so sad for her! aiyah* she started pale-ing(how do u spell this?) some time ago after assembly after telling me that she got...a prob. then, after that...she went to the sick bay right b4 the second period started and din come back...Nikki ShinWei Chloe Jamie and I went to see her...she is SO pale! And...breaking out in cold sweat...like really very very pained liddat...poor beat. Pray for her man.
Plus, my oh-so-inconsiderate class din notice her absence can??? SO irritating to know that man. I was partially angry due to that...and of cos, for MYSELF. Drat. I...(hate is sucha strong word, i decided to not use it) dislike 2N. So what if last time we cried together, did all those together during last yr? But that was only a short period of time! Its becos of Cindy and Stella! ONLY. After that...everything was the same too...even with yingting, bin san and geraldine leaving our class once again, and charmaine christine and yeong eun entering our class as new studs. STILL, nothing much changed between us. I m disappointed. We still aren't that united, YET. But of coz, i believe ONE DAY, one fine day, we CAN, WILL and SHALL be united...really...as one class. the class of 1N/2003. NOT 2N/2004, coz we are missing 5 people. No offence to the 3 new studs, they are cool, yet...they weren't with us last yr. sad. 2Ners reading this may really wanna trash me, grab me and bang my head on the wall or smth...but what i speak (or rather, wrote here,) is wad i REALLY think. not lies k?
ARGH* I seriously lost half of my confidence to do anything related to 2N already can...it may be a small matter to others, but it means a lot...much much more...to me. U may not know, but now u do. life is sucha bother sometimes...dun u tink so too? haiz...*sigh*
Oh and, i cut me hair...its so short now! but not as short as Beat's, not cut so much like nsn did, but still its shortER! ar...its not even up to my shoulder when i tie it up can?! sniff~

| The answer to it is: God, and Death. Its like killing two birds with one stone- first u die, then in that way...u meet God...cool huh? |
Oh, and b4 that...i SHALL lead the rebellion against **.***! ( Titan. IF you know who i m talking about?)
 
Life isn't what I want it to be like.
02.09.04 (4:53 am)   [edit]
Sheesh...I didn't blog for like, 2 days or smth? oki...i m doin' sunday's entry now...
Sunday. 8th Feb 04.
- Today...my mum got into this ultra super duper bad mood and started to try sleep throughout the day or she will wake up and scold us for not doing hw. WAIT. I DID my homework liao! My sch work...done. assesments, i did until there was none left! What i shld do lor...i read the bk and then she came down and had on this really depressed exp. It really hurts her daughters and she probably dunno it...*tsk* Then, i did finish the sci and maths assesments and slept my afternn away...not intending to go online at all. But oh well!i m beta off like this, study study study- stressed. study even more- no tv, no com. study again- depression. Cry. I've been crying tons this yr, i've realised. Its only been 1 mth and a wk and i cried more than last year's altogether! Whoa...so anyway,i somehow avoided my mum's lectures for the rest of the day, and practiced my piano...FORCED k? But actually, practice makes perfect wad...so yuppz! I actually thought about death for the first time in my life man...and its so scary k...O.O and i dun wanna do it again...anyway, THEN, i found more hw to do and stressed miself badly...i gotta headache can? then i RESTRAINED myself from hoggin' the com, and successfully avoided it for two whole days!!! WOW. Miracles DO happen! Oh yayy. 3 Cheers for me man.

Monday. 9th Feb 04.

Tay jus had to spoil my morning with tt math test results thingy and said smth about being disappointed with us...tell me, WHICH maths teacher ain't disappointed with us the entire yr? aiyoh* our previous maths teachs, esp, alrdy said this umpteen times and there is NO NEED for tt line to pop up and be repeated over again for another year lor...point taken! We are stupid. We are no maths genius, even if some of us are gd at it, which excludes me. and we all know it well. This is 2N k? We may not be gd at maths, but hey...our OUR subj's aint THAT bad lor...still wanna compare our class to his other classes...which are math olympiad(spelling??) classes! what is this can? aiya* this day just goes on like any other day lor...and handbell is tiring. Dun think ONLY sports CCA are tiring k? its different. hmpf.

' Love isn't eternal. Friends aren't forever. What is?' ~ Quoted by Charlotte, now in her MSN nickname.
(Answers will be given at the next time i blog again. =P)
 
Stressful piano lessons...
02.07.04 (5:43 am)   [edit]
today's fine. but tonight is not fine at all...it's sickening to rmb it.
tonight's piano lesson sucked. I was SURE i can't make it thru the grade 7 eXam k? i can't do it...but me piano teacher and mum kept saying i hav potential...and stuff like that. what shit. but maybe its true?? Ha. i wish. i cried, again. i betcha teacher knows it since my eyes are like, sooo red and swollen-looking and its now stinging in pain. but i dun wanna give up on piano...at least, not now, not when i hav cum so far. actually, real reason is just tt i feel its sucha pity to give up when i m already in this grade...and if i really failed this upcoming exam, i will merely lose half my confidence in piano...no biggie. craziest thing is tt teacher actually skipped my grade 6! i dun even THINK I CAN pass THAT exam and she expects a grade 7 cert. from me??? WOW. My standard mus be high! * self-deception man* like real...if only thats the truth...budden i took in my mum's word and to carry on. (for the sake of doing it. not really much interest. but i still like piano this LIL bit...=P a very little bit.) i really appreciate my teacher sometimes, she is the nicest and most patient piano teach i've ever seen!( considering the fact tt i only hav ONE piano teacher b4...so yeah)
aiyah...anyway, this afternn saw 'fruits basket' and its not bad after all...kinda funni. Funnily funni. haha...then my homework is done! which i seldom do until sunday? i m really wierd today man...ugh...hope tmr's a beta day.

| This is my life and you have no power to control it. |~ Charlotte, Cgss, Handbell.
 
Chinese poems...and crappy math teachers...
02.06.04 (4:16 am)   [edit]
Sch's boringg today! We started with lit.And Ms Lavina did not come today...i wld rather other teachers not to come lor!Maybe coz she's the only interesting teach for today? then we got sucky maths and started off with a test. then Mr Tay taught us some dunno-what-is-that technique for this stupid quadratic equation thingy. i dun really get it, but anyway,science was quite alright for TODAY. We watched this cute real cute video thingy...at least i understand tt beta than the teacher? the old professor guy makes me think of Tay though...ughh*
joggin/' and was fine then we went to music studio after tt, where we have been gg lately, to practice and stuff liddat. english was kinda fun too, and history wasn't too bad lar...and mother tongue! oh yay. we read out our chinese poems today, and beat composed for our grp! ITS SOO DARN SWEET! real nice...she's got talent lar. =p anyway, teach said it was quite gd...complimented other grps too. Val's grp was kinda funni...and others alright. i LUV clara's grp poem k? It's always her grp's tts outstandingly farni! hehx...they read out something linked to mdm er and our class. V V true...oh, and the theme was 'Mother' or smth liddat?
IT course was actually fun! or rather...QUITE nice. we saw the thursday grp's work and they were cool. the teach complimented quite a few 2Ners, the pictures were sooo KOOL! wow. i like beat's. its artistic...not to mention the others, of coz.shuen's was really cute...and mel's was kinda nice...sum constellation of somewad...a horse too? i know its sumwhere in the picture lar...then i forgot who else's ones were nice liaoz. hehe? we did the photoshop finished and starting on the movie thingy. some macromedia flash 5 stuff...seems complicated, but oh well! aiyah* tts how my day ended. boringg...i slep almost thruout the part where she started explaining stuff abt flash 5 k?!?! i m sooo dead now.
Oh, and me friend's math teacher, Mr Toh, whoa...V bad man. He said this- "I am not Mr Tay, i m not so crappy. I m fast in our math work." whoa...so bad right?? even though Tay IS sucky and he IS crappy at times, but he IS a gd teacher too!!! How can HE say that...

| You cannot make me walk out of the classroom, but i can make you walk out of the school. You cannot make me cry, but i can make you kneel down and cry. |~ THE maths teacher- THE Mr Tay, CGSS. (=p yes i still rmb THAT quote.)
 
Total Defence Day...
02.05.04 (1:28 am)   [edit]
Today was okay...science was as boring as usual, maths quite alright...then its art...recess...and during reading period, we did a lit test. That's kinda easy too. KINDA. Next was english, our beloved teach wasn't here! *hurray* Yayy. Chinese second last period...and lastly, assembly about Total Defence. We had 2 periods without fans and lightings to practice sum stoopid total defence thingy lor...its sooo lame!
Anyways, the performance during assembly was cool! Esp the first skit by 3N, it was G-R-E-A-T ! Then the commercial break was so-called like the Gatsby adv!Its cooler than cool lor! Then it was 3P's skit and another commercial by 4M again. They were the organisers. It was darn cool! But i still preferred the first two items...and last but not least, the skit played by the Discovery Science Centre ended the day liddat. It was fine...kinda funni, but still, the 1st 2 items were much funnier! Whoa. And then dearest Clara got picked by this gal to go onto stage to answer a question and naturally, she got it right. Everyone else did. heh...tt was obviously planned! Then, everybody was like pushing and then made a way when the actress came over to our side to pick another peep. Rough man.
And then i went for Handbell...Vicki or however u spell it, she was kinda blur lah...and Junling...she ar! Sec 1 leh...how can be disresfectful to her senior?!?!?! SO bad lar she. Then i kinda like Vicki, Esther and Wei Ting. They quite nice...and maybe its coz i only rmb them well? Haha...this day ended quite nicely...without any homework!!!

| What do I want? Oh the usual...- world peace, no homework and stuff like that. |~ Ozuma, BB 2.
 
Bad start in the morning.
02.02.04 (11:17 pm)   [edit]
Darn* Guess what? I saw my old friend...of a few years board the same bus as me this morning! But...he was with his girlfriend, and were like, about to hold hands or smth until he finally noticed me near the back of the bus. Then he was like staring at me, then i just forced a smile at him and then turned away...the girl looked confused though. I think her name might be Alicia or smth? A nice name. Oh anyway, after they left the bus at their bustop, he was like standing there looking at the bus and then i think he explained smth to her ( IF she is Alicia, this means I conversed with her thru msn b4...) then she was like-:shock: for awhile then after tt nodded in understanding then left him to go with her friends. He just stood there, did not move. But the bus was leaving already...i just turned at tt time and both of them was like, staring and staring at me! Is tt a bad sign?

ANYWAY, then today was Nikki's b-day and she did not come to sch!!! Heh. Nvm...we will still celebrate it tmr if she comes then...no big! =D Oh yar. Happie Birth-Dae Nic! :D Be happi kk? And, god bless.

Today's sch was okay... until geog. Its like the first time i lost my concentration for after recess- geog lessons this yr! I like it...i think? Then i was like soo tired and sleepy, prob. due to the stupid stupid sun shining RIGHT AT ME from tt open window...i din bother to tell the teach so tt she can close the damn thing. But oh well. Tml got geog test sumore. Luckily i can understand most of it man...Then next was Sci, which was just as boring as usual. Then during the entire period, Beat Evan Mel Chloe and sometimes Jamie joined us, and I, to pick our name for the band...So fun! It's was intially 'Dumped' but i rejected tt idea coz it sounds like we were dumped by guys and gathered together like outcasts or smth, in chinese. Then Beat and Evan thought of ' Detoured' but it kinda sounded funni...so i wanted 'Invincible' instead. But then, i told them about 'Eternity' it sounded quite nice. Chloe agrees with me budden it is too long. Too many syllybus(or wadeva u spell tt word). Then I thought of ' Electrifyed'/'Electrified ' & Evan suggested 'Pressurised' and Beat and I were like looking at each other and suggested 'Stressed' Together instead. Its cool k! Then we were debating about 'Stressed' and Evan Mel and Jamie decided they kinda liked it. Of coz, after much comparison with the other suggested ideas. Then we were informed by Jennifer and Valerie tt 1st Feb was Mr.Tay's b-day and we got excited.

They wrote" Happy belated BirthDay Mr.Tay' on the board, decorated by Evangeline. She's gd at these...Then Val and Jenn drew this really cute figure of Mr.Tay with his quote down there...' I am THE Mr.Tay. The one and only Mr.Tay. THE TAY.' ha! We added the last last bit ourselves larhx...then Someone wrote 'we love papa Tay' up up there afterwards...i forgot who it is! Then he came in for class and was V surprised then we got up when Clara said 'Class stand' then straight away ' Class sit' then Tay was like giving this disapproving stare though he prob was gonna laugh. Then we burst into song, Happy Birthday! AND VERY loudly! He looked happi and was like smiling aftertt...muz be very TOUCHED lah...heh. He got the class test papers and was like saying, ' NOW HOW am i supposed to scold u all for failing the class test? I will xin tong!' we all giggled. Then after some stupid lame jokes later, we got them all back and went thru the answers. ShiangNee and Jamie, who did not do the test went out to do, and after finishing, we also finished our corrections, they came back and yeahh...
We ended our sch day liddat...then i got back home and started blogging while eating lunch. Which is now? Haha.

~*| Love cannot be forced. You cannot TRY to like the person...just to please him/her...it will be a drag. | *~
 
At the beginning......=D Nice song.
02.02.04 (4:37 am)   [edit]
Today I went to Chloe's hse together with Melissa Beatrice and Nicholyn...but Rochelle did not come! Anyways, we did lit project...which was quite messed up. :o eh...then Chloe's bro came to mess up everything every few minutes... :x gr! But, i not so irritated by him lar...seen worse than tt. Beat and Nikki were annoyed by this peep, but hey! He IS a mental patient for 10 yrs or so...he must be forgiven for his sin lar...not his fault. Merely burnt his brain or smth liddat...=p Btw, we managed to er...get it down somehow even though we all agreed it sucked (O.O). But nvm, we DID put in SOME effort! It is quite passable la...heh. :lol:
So yeah, this day ended like this...i did my homework then now blogging...then ltr waiting for Westside Story to start! =D AND....'At the beginning' by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis ROCK! Its nice...^^

Quote in my msn nick:
- ' Lost. The next scariest feeling next to loneliness.' Ain't it right?

Quote of the day, by my mum:
| Never ask for too much from your friends...no one's perfect.|

NOW, thats so true...
 


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